Fitting Day - March 6th

11am - Hair and Makeup test session for the wedding

2pm - Arrive at David's Bridal for my fitting of my dress and to discuss alterations

My goal is to FIT into the dress but barely. If I know I have about 10-15 pounds before I fit perfectly I will be fine (I'll have about 6-7 weeks to get down)...otherwise I'm in big trouble. If it fits I won't be able to lose anymore weight until after the wedding, if it's too small it will be a struggle and I'll be stressing about not fitting into it for my wedding day.

DREADING.

Wish I had another week. Today I went to the gym again, hour with weights and 25 minutes on cardio. Weighed myself and am now hovering around 223. I'm working on drinking more water, eating smaller portions, and keeping my processed foods (low-sugar ketchup, dressings, etc) to a minimum. I'm also doing lots of affirmations, imagining myself thinner, reminding myself I can do this. AND my TOM is almost upon me...so if I'm bloating, as I normally would, I can't tell. Here's hoping I'm not bloated for the fitting. Oh god, oh god, oh god!!!!!

AND Janet wants to go to NH to visit her folks this weekend which means a lot of sitting around doing nothing and eating out and VERY unfriendly places. Maybe I can sneak in a 5am workout on Saturday and a 10pm workout on Sunday....urg!