Can I ask how you curb your manic jags? I'm not taking medication- I know I should be but they make me so sick. I'm just worried, they seem to be getting worse. Great to begin with but my sleep just becomes non-existent and I am becoming more of a handful. For the first time in years it's really, really disrupting my life.
I stopped taking meds quite a while ago. First time I was taking Lithium, which turned me into a zombie. Then Tegretol, which trigged hallucinations which I still have.
How can you try to limit the destruction without medication? Or should I go back to my doctor and beg not to be put on Olanzapine again? I am scared of going back to the doctor, he is doing not much at all. A few months ago when I went to see him he said he would organise a psychatritrist to help me but that has never materialised and I'm on my own again.
For the time being I am ok, but it's like the weather, a roll of thunder, the low rumble in the distance and you know it's coming- the last time was terrible, and I am afraid this time is going to be worse.
But I want to stand on my own two feet. What helps you?
Thanks xxx
:hug
I stopped taking meds quite a while ago. First time I was taking Lithium, which turned me into a zombie. Then Tegretol, which trigged hallucinations which I still have.
How can you try to limit the destruction without medication? Or should I go back to my doctor and beg not to be put on Olanzapine again? I am scared of going back to the doctor, he is doing not much at all. A few months ago when I went to see him he said he would organise a psychatritrist to help me but that has never materialised and I'm on my own again.
For the time being I am ok, but it's like the weather, a roll of thunder, the low rumble in the distance and you know it's coming- the last time was terrible, and I am afraid this time is going to be worse.
But I want to stand on my own two feet. What helps you?
Thanks xxx
:hug






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