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Well you definately have my sympathy regarding your best friend. I too, have lost loved ones to Cancer, my Mom and my Dad. 4 years apart. Both died of lung cancer, one smoked, one did not. Anyway, as far as walking goes, I always bring my headset. Listening to music makes the time go faster, and when I keep up with the beat, I get my heart rate up. Who is moving back to the USA? You or your grandkids? Where to in the USA? Regarding Atkins, I'm doing good today.......had a hard boiled egg for breakfast and sliced up a chicken cutlet with mayo about an ounce of pepperoni and some pepper for lunch. Brought about 2 oz mozzerella for a snack and drinking water water water................how are you doing today??? C'mon we are both going to make it through the entire day without a cheat!!! I want to get to the point where I don't have the cravings anymore......probably 3 or 4 days...............
Well you definately have my sympathy regarding your best friend. I too, have lost loved ones to Cancer, my Mom and my Dad. 4 years apart. Both died of lung cancer, one smoked, one did not. Anyway, as far as walking goes, I always bring my headset. Listening to music makes the time go faster, and when I keep up with the beat, I get my heart rate up. Who is moving back to the USA? You or your grandkids? Where to in the USA? Regarding Atkins, I'm doing good today.......had a hard boiled egg for breakfast and sliced up a chicken cutlet with mayo about an ounce of pepperoni and some pepper for lunch. Brought about 2 oz mozzerella for a snack and drinking water water water................how are you doing today??? C'mon we are both going to make it through the entire day without a cheat!!! I want to get to the point where I don't have the cravings anymore......probably 3 or 4 days...............
thanks to you I'm doing better with that. When I forget, I think KAREN! 
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. I have made it to 224 as of this morning. Not as dramatic as the first time, but 11 pounds is 11 pounds. My jeans fit better. Soon, I will be able to fit into more than one pair (I refused to buy more than one pair at my current size).
and i got the high waisted bottoms and they even have shorts if you want shorts and i ask them if they could make the shorts longer because of my loose thighs and they said yes they make all their suits there. i am so happy i found them i still feel better with my cut offs on around men, my body has really taken a beating from loosing all this weight. i have loose skin on my thighs, and i had two c sections and that made my tummy a mess but not as bad as it could be. i am seeing a guy, he lives out of town, we like each other, they are alot of other factors involved,he is married to a heavy woman who has been having an afair for the last two years and he stays for the son who is 9 this is his first affair and also my first affair and maybe it is right or wrong, but right now i can only say it is strong and intense and that is all, he is nice, well kept, a work a holic, 6 days a week and takes the boat out on sundays i am going down there for 5 days, my cabin is across the street from his house, my car is packed, i am scared, and my heart is racing this will be the second time we have been together and the first since my divorce 2 years ago, i am not looking to break up any family and wont. he is hard working and said he will not leave because of his son and he knows his wife is seeing another man. he just said he never thought he would do the same and i felt sorry about that, but it was just chemistry from the begining and with his wife being heavy, i feel like a skinny chic around him... but i am so self concious of my body, and then he said somthing about being bald and like that really mattered to me, so maybe it really does not matter to him. after 16 years of marriage and a sexless marrige for the past several years i am just holding my breath right now because i can not wait to be in his arms tonight and tomorrow night etc.... i am anxious, heart pounding, motor running, not focus on my job right now which i need to get off here and do my next 7 hours so i can be on the road (75 miles) my friend janet is going with me, we will spend the days at the lake on a raft or blanket with cd's and i am taking my portable dvd player and already rented 6 movies because the tv at the cabin is old and got struck by lighting a few years ago. i went and saw my x again in jail,he may get out next month, and yes i will always love him, he was my true love, my soul mate, but with my job and his past there can never be an us, he is a convicted felon now and i work for the law for the past 18 years. but i made my peace with him and he has gained weight and looks good, so his health is improving.
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