well...I'm back. AGAIN. What is wrong with me that I can't stick with it? Do I just not care?? Thats BS, if I didn't care I wouldn't be here. I'm just so frustrated!! If I had just stuck with the program I'd be a hottie a long time ago and not grouching at myself for having to sneak back in here and fess up.
The good news is that I haven't gained much, if any, weight since my last go round. But I am definitely not at goal and thats driving me crazy! I need to succeed at this! 45 lbs is still alot to lose. Yes, I've lost a lot more than that - but going into this right now - knowing that it's not going to be AS effective as it was my first time is dragging me down. The last few times I attempted to go to OWL after my induction, but it always throws me. I SUCK! I can't handle it!
Whats different this time? I'm being held accountable. Yep. I told everyone I work with what I am doing. HA! Now I HAVE to lose weight!!
Plus I wanna slim down for a family reunion in November. Yeah! The last time they all saw me, I was at about 250 lbs. So...even if I went now at 185 they'd be shocked but I don't just wanna shock them, I wanna AWE them too! haha. Anyways, I'm back. It's great to see all the newbs and oldies. I love it!
Valid Rouge YOU'RE KILLIN" ME YA LIL HOTTIE!!
ok, I'm done.
XOXO
The good news is that I haven't gained much, if any, weight since my last go round. But I am definitely not at goal and thats driving me crazy! I need to succeed at this! 45 lbs is still alot to lose. Yes, I've lost a lot more than that - but going into this right now - knowing that it's not going to be AS effective as it was my first time is dragging me down. The last few times I attempted to go to OWL after my induction, but it always throws me. I SUCK! I can't handle it!
Whats different this time? I'm being held accountable. Yep. I told everyone I work with what I am doing. HA! Now I HAVE to lose weight!!
Plus I wanna slim down for a family reunion in November. Yeah! The last time they all saw me, I was at about 250 lbs. So...even if I went now at 185 they'd be shocked but I don't just wanna shock them, I wanna AWE them too! haha. Anyways, I'm back. It's great to see all the newbs and oldies. I love it!Valid Rouge YOU'RE KILLIN" ME YA LIL HOTTIE!!
ok, I'm done.
XOXO






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