Good morning STACers.
Glad today is here. I really am. Have you ever had one of those days or periods of time where you needed to "lock yourself up" to stay "clean"....
Yep, I've had em before, I KNOW what they feel like and I learned along time ago in order to be successful, I will have to DEAL with those moments in time where I will easily throw it all away....
Yesterday afternoon was one of those days. I had gone on an 18mi bike ride, and then I ate low carb and that followed up with another low carb snack. I was tired but not hungry. Late in the afternoon I had to unexpectedly go and pick my DH up, as I was driving along each and every restarant called my name. Some of my favorites where on the route I took to get him and back. Finally I passed a restarant I recently went to and was completely wow'd by.
I got myself home....and guess what the entire family had needs at Wal-Mart.
Decision time for me! Tired as I was, I could go and totally get ahead in the grochery dept.....set myelf up great for this next week. But, I knew I would cave in, so I passed on going. I knew I could not be trusted to follow through on all my dreams and plans. I knew my Eddie Bauer's did not mean anything in this tired-craving-addict state...So I quickly fixed a hot mini meal and refused to get off the couch!!!!!
The Eddie Bauer shorts are a touch looser today, I think or maybe it's just my attitude that feel so empowered!
I don't tell the story for a pat on the back, I tell it to motivate you and make you aware that this is a struggle for me, because I am for certain addicted. It's a struggle to stay away from carbs....But I've studies my weak times and areas. I made it through and I am feeling good about that. It's restoring some of my trust in myself again!
TOUCH DECISIONS PAY OFF
Glad today is here. I really am. Have you ever had one of those days or periods of time where you needed to "lock yourself up" to stay "clean"....
Yep, I've had em before, I KNOW what they feel like and I learned along time ago in order to be successful, I will have to DEAL with those moments in time where I will easily throw it all away....
Yesterday afternoon was one of those days. I had gone on an 18mi bike ride, and then I ate low carb and that followed up with another low carb snack. I was tired but not hungry. Late in the afternoon I had to unexpectedly go and pick my DH up, as I was driving along each and every restarant called my name. Some of my favorites where on the route I took to get him and back. Finally I passed a restarant I recently went to and was completely wow'd by.
I got myself home....and guess what the entire family had needs at Wal-Mart.
Decision time for me! Tired as I was, I could go and totally get ahead in the grochery dept.....set myelf up great for this next week. But, I knew I would cave in, so I passed on going. I knew I could not be trusted to follow through on all my dreams and plans. I knew my Eddie Bauer's did not mean anything in this tired-craving-addict state...So I quickly fixed a hot mini meal and refused to get off the couch!!!!!
The Eddie Bauer shorts are a touch looser today, I think or maybe it's just my attitude that feel so empowered!
I don't tell the story for a pat on the back, I tell it to motivate you and make you aware that this is a struggle for me, because I am for certain addicted. It's a struggle to stay away from carbs....But I've studies my weak times and areas. I made it through and I am feeling good about that. It's restoring some of my trust in myself again!
TOUCH DECISIONS PAY OFF









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