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Two years ago today I started AWOL. I remember being so happy and excited as to what was to come with my anticipated weight loss! I was 285 pounds, a size 26/28 and just happy to be starting something promising! I remember saying to myself "1 year from now I will be a size 10" Well, that didn't happen. For some reason I went from a 26/28 to a 16 and stopped. No matter the exercise, no matter the food, I wasn't budging. So 6 months ago, after maintaining a size 16 for 6 months, I went off plan. Someone mentioned going off plan to shock my system...it shocked me alright, right back into carb ****. I have since gained back 48 pounds, yes, 48; in 6 months!!!! What doesn't make sense to me is I am a size 18, only one size up but 48 up in pounds???? People tell me I still look the same from 6 months ago. So naturally I think what the ****, who cares that I gained 48 pounds if I still look the same, right?
Wrong. I am unhealthy. Who wants sugars and carbs running through their precious bodies; a body that keeps me working and keeps me acheiving goals, aside from weight goals. Would you put cheap nasty gas in your car??? No way! You want the best for your car so it is dependable.
This is my body. I want the best fuel for it so it is dependable. I wanted to do induction a few weeks ago. You may recall my despression and disgust with myself. Just as I got back in gear, my aunt passed away unexpectedly. I went 2 days with no food, and it killed me. I ate carbs to have something in my stomach, and I just kept eating. So here I am on June 1, 2005, 2 years later and still wishing to be a 10. Guess what, I PROMISE to be a 10. I PROMISE all of you, myself, and my husband, that I WILL NEVER go back and I WILL NEVER lose sight again. I am OK that I am here now. I look forward to this...I look forward to your loser club, and to the excitement of weight loss and health gain.
Wrong. I am unhealthy. Who wants sugars and carbs running through their precious bodies; a body that keeps me working and keeps me acheiving goals, aside from weight goals. Would you put cheap nasty gas in your car??? No way! You want the best for your car so it is dependable.
This is my body. I want the best fuel for it so it is dependable. I wanted to do induction a few weeks ago. You may recall my despression and disgust with myself. Just as I got back in gear, my aunt passed away unexpectedly. I went 2 days with no food, and it killed me. I ate carbs to have something in my stomach, and I just kept eating. So here I am on June 1, 2005, 2 years later and still wishing to be a 10. Guess what, I PROMISE to be a 10. I PROMISE all of you, myself, and my husband, that I WILL NEVER go back and I WILL NEVER lose sight again. I am OK that I am here now. I look forward to this...I look forward to your loser club, and to the excitement of weight loss and health gain.
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