I have my first session at the gym tomorrow, I joined it on Monday and tomorrow is my induction there. The guy doing it is called Dane, I wonder if he's great? (A Great Dane, geddit? I've been waiting two days to make that joke). I went out last night and bought gym clothes deliberately. I wanted new things so I'd be excited about wearing them. And I just don't feel right in sporty clothes, I don't want to pretend to be anything I'm not, so I ended up buying a pair of purple trainers, a Betty Boop comfy t-shirt, black and pink pedal pushers, a Catwoman t-shirt and a pink hoodie with a cat on it. So I'll feel comfortable and more like myself, not pretending to be a stern faced skinny gym bunny, but a slightly eccentric midget with pink hair who wants to get fit.
Looking forward to it, really. The membership was expensive but I joined this gym because it's opposite where I work and if Ispend money on the membership I will have to go. I need to think of it as part of my life now.
So, yes, tomorrow it is. I'm glad because I haven't lost any weight in a week and my ketostix are negative. Saturday I cheated, if you remember, and now I'm being extra careful but worried that I won't get back into ketosis. I don't find this diet particulary difficult, just the cravings and the feeling of seperation in my household, so I don't want to give up. I hope more weight comes off! I saw some photos people took on Saturday and started crying. My friend Laura says my body is curvavous and sexy but I don't feel that way at all. I'm going to work hard at the gym and my diet so I don't cry looking at myself.
Just over a month down, though, and from 12st to 10st 11lbs, which is good, I guess, since my goal weight is 8 stone.
Looking forward to it, really. The membership was expensive but I joined this gym because it's opposite where I work and if Ispend money on the membership I will have to go. I need to think of it as part of my life now.
So, yes, tomorrow it is. I'm glad because I haven't lost any weight in a week and my ketostix are negative. Saturday I cheated, if you remember, and now I'm being extra careful but worried that I won't get back into ketosis. I don't find this diet particulary difficult, just the cravings and the feeling of seperation in my household, so I don't want to give up. I hope more weight comes off! I saw some photos people took on Saturday and started crying. My friend Laura says my body is curvavous and sexy but I don't feel that way at all. I'm going to work hard at the gym and my diet so I don't cry looking at myself.
Just over a month down, though, and from 12st to 10st 11lbs, which is good, I guess, since my goal weight is 8 stone.



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