Well today might be worse then the other day I had. I have such a strong feeling of being overwhelmed, stressed, and very anxious. First i will say I am not depressed. I am under and extreme amount of pressure and my normal way of dealing with this is eating.
All day as crisis after crisis occured at work I had many thoughts of running to our local amazing Chinese buffet and just eating my sorrows away. Lunch time approached and I had my mind made up that I was going to take my big self to this restaurant away from the office and gorge in all the crap they have - and then I will feel better and come back for more fires to put out.
I stood up, I grabbed my water, locked my door and I walked to the kitchen of my office to fill back up and I felt an unbelievable urge to cry as I thought of my self sabotage. It wasn't worth it. I filled my water, I grabbed my pre-packed induction salad, I came back to my office and shut my door, had my salad and here I sit. Thanks gosh I gained perspective.
All day as crisis after crisis occured at work I had many thoughts of running to our local amazing Chinese buffet and just eating my sorrows away. Lunch time approached and I had my mind made up that I was going to take my big self to this restaurant away from the office and gorge in all the crap they have - and then I will feel better and come back for more fires to put out.
I stood up, I grabbed my water, locked my door and I walked to the kitchen of my office to fill back up and I felt an unbelievable urge to cry as I thought of my self sabotage. It wasn't worth it. I filled my water, I grabbed my pre-packed induction salad, I came back to my office and shut my door, had my salad and here I sit. Thanks gosh I gained perspective.










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