I've always been and overweight child and teenager, but I never really thought too much of my weight as something that would get in my way. I stay within a reasonable to my standard...body weight 150 lbs for a 5'1 body. Im not flabby.. I have 22% body fat.. I have lots of muscles to back up that weight. I never thought of myself as "fat" Overweight.. but that's me. In 2000 II logged into adulthood, went to university, got married, moved to another country. I came back home at 185 lbs strong.. no physical activity.. of course I gain 35 lbs. I told myself.. "it will natural melt off" -WRONG! in December 2002 I weight 201 lbs. I was at university and my husband was in another country... When I went to see him.. for christmas he offered me this top.. a very nice one they type that I really like corset with a medieval aura to it. I couldn't enter it.
I had a reality check. I did weight watchers online before my 21st birthday which is January 30th, I had lost 11 lbs. As I've never tried any diet in my entire life. I decided "GREAT" and everyone was noticing I wasn't as inflatted. I continued until I've got myself down to 167 kilos with a goal of 145 which was realistic. From 201 to 145... a stretch
I thought, but I would go for it.
I got down till 154lbs you'd think only 9 lbs from goal??? she'd go for it.. phat chance. I had so many events in between .. but I stayed around that weight until last year (2006) I started to gain I went up to 167..but never higher because I keep a close watch and I joined the gym and life was good... parties with friends.. Ok.. I didn't loose any weight although I tried.
Finally I said to myself I am TIRED of this body... I decided to try adkins. Although I am not a big meat eater.. I said you can't judge. First time on adkins.. I went back to 154lbs.. the minute I got there.. my body just STOPS!! The scale wasn't moving... that didn't discourage as I got result quite fast.
I moved, we bought a new home, I had to leave my job because its too far and I can't travel by car. So here I am at home.. cooking, cleaning and planning my next meal and my urge to bake.. and rebake.. and make nice meals like gran ma taught.. I ate well.. for 3 months and gained all the weight.. went back to 167, my body is so smart... it just go back to what it should be or used to. I don't need to make huge effort. If I watch what I eat I stay in 150's if I plurge I'm at 167.
You know what??? I am TIRED of this body. I want to be able to wear a bikini this summer and not feel like ****!!! and hide my body I have great hips and wonderful breasts. I know how to value my body, and nice calves.. I am athletic .. this is the body I was blessed with, but this is the body that needs work and attention and I can't sit on my butt or it gains weight easily.
I decided on wednesday, NO MORE BREAD... because I know.. the minute I put a lil bit of this stuff in my mouth, I want to eat more and more.. n plurge n I become more deppressed. On Adkins, I'm not expected to be STRONG.. just stay clear and I don't miss it... I love it.. I must say in 3 days I've lost 6 lbs and is at 161..
My goal is 132. I don't want to be skinny I just want to be at somewhat a "normal weight" And from all the stories I've read.. I CAN DO IT!!!!
29 lbs to ..... goal...
I need your help so if you read my story. U had similar experiences.. or just feeling tired of it..
I obviously don't have low self image.. just I need to do this for my health and for me. There are parts I do value, but I want to value ALL MY BODY!
Help me folks.. help me reach my goal. I know with support of others... I will succeed.
Thanks for reading
I had a reality check. I did weight watchers online before my 21st birthday which is January 30th, I had lost 11 lbs. As I've never tried any diet in my entire life. I decided "GREAT" and everyone was noticing I wasn't as inflatted. I continued until I've got myself down to 167 kilos with a goal of 145 which was realistic. From 201 to 145... a stretch
I thought, but I would go for it. I got down till 154lbs you'd think only 9 lbs from goal??? she'd go for it.. phat chance. I had so many events in between .. but I stayed around that weight until last year (2006) I started to gain I went up to 167..but never higher because I keep a close watch and I joined the gym and life was good... parties with friends.. Ok.. I didn't loose any weight although I tried.
Finally I said to myself I am TIRED of this body... I decided to try adkins. Although I am not a big meat eater.. I said you can't judge. First time on adkins.. I went back to 154lbs.. the minute I got there.. my body just STOPS!! The scale wasn't moving... that didn't discourage as I got result quite fast.
I moved, we bought a new home, I had to leave my job because its too far and I can't travel by car. So here I am at home.. cooking, cleaning and planning my next meal and my urge to bake.. and rebake.. and make nice meals like gran ma taught.. I ate well.. for 3 months and gained all the weight.. went back to 167, my body is so smart... it just go back to what it should be or used to. I don't need to make huge effort. If I watch what I eat I stay in 150's if I plurge I'm at 167.
You know what??? I am TIRED of this body. I want to be able to wear a bikini this summer and not feel like ****!!! and hide my body I have great hips and wonderful breasts. I know how to value my body, and nice calves.. I am athletic .. this is the body I was blessed with, but this is the body that needs work and attention and I can't sit on my butt or it gains weight easily.
I decided on wednesday, NO MORE BREAD... because I know.. the minute I put a lil bit of this stuff in my mouth, I want to eat more and more.. n plurge n I become more deppressed. On Adkins, I'm not expected to be STRONG.. just stay clear and I don't miss it... I love it.. I must say in 3 days I've lost 6 lbs and is at 161..
My goal is 132. I don't want to be skinny I just want to be at somewhat a "normal weight" And from all the stories I've read.. I CAN DO IT!!!!
29 lbs to ..... goal...
I need your help so if you read my story. U had similar experiences.. or just feeling tired of it..
I obviously don't have low self image.. just I need to do this for my health and for me. There are parts I do value, but I want to value ALL MY BODY!
Help me folks.. help me reach my goal. I know with support of others... I will succeed.
Thanks for reading








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