Good Morning all!
I've read quite a few posts all over the ADBB and I must say, I am grateful that many of you activley post and support one another. I have never tried Aktins before, nor have I ever committed to any other "diet" plan, but after being chunky my whole life and realizing about 4 months ago that I have allowed myself to become heavier than I've ever been, I'm ready to change.
But being ready to change hasn't dispelled the fear and apprehension I'm feeling. I've prayed and obessed over this for the past two days and yet I'm still scared. I know I have a horribly dysfunctional relationship with food and that I've mistreated my body since the day I was old enough to decide what to put in my mouth, but yet I'm afraid to make a commitment to trying something different.
As I sit here and write I see how silly this must sound. The rational part of me can evaluate these feeling and see them as absurd, but can't seem to make them go away.
If any of you would be willing to help me stay focused, accountable to my daily eating habits, offer advice and just general support I'd be most appreciative.
Thanks,
lost_in
I've read quite a few posts all over the ADBB and I must say, I am grateful that many of you activley post and support one another. I have never tried Aktins before, nor have I ever committed to any other "diet" plan, but after being chunky my whole life and realizing about 4 months ago that I have allowed myself to become heavier than I've ever been, I'm ready to change.
But being ready to change hasn't dispelled the fear and apprehension I'm feeling. I've prayed and obessed over this for the past two days and yet I'm still scared. I know I have a horribly dysfunctional relationship with food and that I've mistreated my body since the day I was old enough to decide what to put in my mouth, but yet I'm afraid to make a commitment to trying something different.
As I sit here and write I see how silly this must sound. The rational part of me can evaluate these feeling and see them as absurd, but can't seem to make them go away.
If any of you would be willing to help me stay focused, accountable to my daily eating habits, offer advice and just general support I'd be most appreciative.
Thanks,
lost_in












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