Hi all,
When I was in high school I was a cheerleader and very fit weighing only 118 pounds. I could eat whatever I wanted because I could work it off. I gained 15 pounds my first year of college and then 5 the next year and then on from there. Through the year I have slowing been gaining weight and now I weigh 165. I have been in denial with how fat I have gotten. When I look in the mirror, I only try to look at my face because I like the way my face looks. Yes, it has gotten a little rounder, but I still like it.
I like to eat...I eat when I am watching television, when I am reading a book, when I am bored. I am also a closet eater...I won't gorge in front of other people but I do it when I am alone. Has anyone else ever had this problem?
I was DISGUSTED after seeing some photos of me with all my in shape friends this past weekend. I was the fat friend...
Well today is the start of something good! I love how everyone seems so supportive here and that is what I need and i hope I can be just as supportive to someone else.
When I was in high school I was a cheerleader and very fit weighing only 118 pounds. I could eat whatever I wanted because I could work it off. I gained 15 pounds my first year of college and then 5 the next year and then on from there. Through the year I have slowing been gaining weight and now I weigh 165. I have been in denial with how fat I have gotten. When I look in the mirror, I only try to look at my face because I like the way my face looks. Yes, it has gotten a little rounder, but I still like it.
I like to eat...I eat when I am watching television, when I am reading a book, when I am bored. I am also a closet eater...I won't gorge in front of other people but I do it when I am alone. Has anyone else ever had this problem?
I was DISGUSTED after seeing some photos of me with all my in shape friends this past weekend. I was the fat friend...
Well today is the start of something good! I love how everyone seems so supportive here and that is what I need and i hope I can be just as supportive to someone else.







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