so i cant tell anyone enough how much this WOE is wonderful to me. no cravings at all. you know i wanted to have something naughty but i could not find anything since my fridge is stocked with healthy foods!! so it pays to get rid of temptation - i ended up eating something so nutritious instead
i am now at about im guessing since i have water weight still, about 193-195 and that is insatiable!! so that is a -87 lbs for me!! by end of feb i know ill be at my -90. and then ten more and that will be my -100 lbs. i will go out to celebrate this i will. at -100 i am going to treat myself to :
a wonderful night out to seafood!
i will buy myself some more perfume
i love collecting perfumes XD
i will also celebrate by buying myself a necklace
it'll be cheap but its the thought that counts.
when i lose the rest of my weight, which may be im estemating in june will logically be my "due time" LOL im looking forward to a new tattoo. my cup cake on my ankel, yellow high heels, and a bikini- perhaps white! and i am going to celebrate by going to the bar with my friends and those who have supported me the most!
im extatic! i remember when i had 60 lbs to go, 80 lbs to go, fudge 130 pounds to go and now its only 41! it seems like nothing compared to what i have already lost. when i lost my first 40 lbs it was so amazing. now i see this only about 40 lbs left to lose and i feel so amazing about it.
i cannot describe this freedom. that is what it is. my freedom, no worrying any more about what fits my fat body right, or what colors will look most flattering for my "body type" or being careful with what shoes i can or cannot wear, not being able to wear tube tops or tanks, or cute clothes or watching my double chin triple through photographs. i've done good. people critisize me about how i want to lose weight and doing it through atkins and the funny thing is its easy and healthy.