anyway, so im single and have to move on and get situated. i am an emotional eater. i realized for the month i have been out on my own all i did was eat whatever i wanted. everything and anything and whenever whatever. portions uncontrolled and i have not been working out. so, i am just trying to get stable before trying atkins. i was binge eating like crazy. and i know by starting over again i will be miserable. so im going to go and pick up somethings from the store i have somethings i can eat at home. spinach, salmon, and other things. anyway things that can get me started and through the week until i can pay for more things such as groceries. im really going to be able to focus on myself for a while now and that will be nice. im so stressed out from life its insane. i started smoking and i hate it. i drink like crazy and i am out of control. so i am planning things out meals and my life and what i have to do. so tomorrow i will eat my spinach and salmon i have eggs too god i bought all this food and neglected to eat it. i just wanted junk to eat and i gained some weight. i still have that half marathon in june i need to train for. im so stressed. god so stressed. i just need support. i love this website. very helpfull