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That stubborn 2 pounds is Back! Lose it, gain it, lose it, gain it! I'm still down overall but I am getting sick of being up close and personal with this 2 pound weight.
This weekend I was 223, then 224, then this morning 226. Fargin Icehole! I know its just water weight since I've been a good little girl and my pants are looser, but I love seeing those numbers drop little by little. I was really hoping to get below 220 by next week.
Speaking of Fargin Iceholes...what is with that Tracy from Biggest Loser? She has the attention span of a 2 year old. Did she not HEAR the trainers when they said to just ignore the challenges for additional power at the weigh ins and she does the exact opposite. I LOVED it with Jillian ripped into her! What is her deal? Ok, thats my rant.
I was talking to my sister a couple days ago about the scale situation and she told me she was going to get me one for Christmas. I told her not to. Gifts make me really uncomfortable. I don't know how to respond. No matter how much I like whatever it is, I always feel like my reaction seems fake. I guess it comes from taking early looks at presents from the time I was about 12 on. I would always unwrap the present to the point that I could tell what it was, sometimes having to unwrap all the way. My mom was good at putting things I really wanted inside of boxes with clothes. She thought she was sneaky. Good effort, but problem solving skills were strong with me from an early age.
I remember in I think the 8th grade skipping school once and coming home right after my mom left for work. I opened a vhs of Independence Day, watched it, and rewrapped it.
I guess HAVING to fake reactions on Christmas morning ruined my ability to feel like real reactions are just that, real.
And yes, I know that admitting to being in the 8th grade when ID4 was released is dating myself, but I don't care.
Dating myself is completely ok as long as I don't try to force myself on myself. Maybe dinner and an evening at mini-golf or a county fair. If I play my cards right, I may get a kiss goodnight. Unless myself is easy. :crosses fingers: Please let me be easy!
OK, Ive lost myself in my own BS again. I digress.
I may just have to try that Funky....releasing the pounds...hmmmmm.
You know, I've lost about 14 pounds and no one has said a thing to me either! I think its getting obvious now that I'm wearing belts to keep the pants up around my waist instead of at my hips. Maybe in another 5 pounds they'll notice. They sure have noticed my eating habits. All that cake and cookies in the office and I'm eating bacon and jello (not at the same time though).
Silent, you are totally easy! Its written all over the bathroom walls! Hmmm Independence Day...I think I was getting ready for college back then. Summer of 1996...yup, going into my freshman year. Wow...memories (slightly fuzzy AFTER college but still nice)