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What fresh **** has the last 2 months been....UGH! I swore I wouldn't fall off the band wagon and yet...it happened. I moved and at first things were fine...ok, maybe for the first two days things were fine. Then life went to **** in a handbasket.
It didn't occur to me that in the past 4 years I had been away from my family that my parents had gone from 2 intelligent, understanding, and maliable....boy was I wrong.
The first week my fiance and I were there we had 3 huge fights...my parents and I had several. We cleaned their house from top to bottom and instead of appreciation we got yelled at because we moved things and changed their habitat...which freaked my dad out so bad that he drank heavily that night. OMG!!! My mother had wrapped all her frustrations over me living a godless, gay lifestyle and our planning our wedding without her that she is screaming her head off about the tiniest little things.
So we've decided its time to get the **** out of the house as much as possible and joined a gym. Last time I was here I weighed 219...now I'm back to 229. 2 months and 10 pounds back on. I've been struggling with sticking to the diet as things get nuts and I'm re-committing myself to Atkins.
Yesterday is the first day of my recommittment. Oh boy!
Sorry to hear about all the crap you've gone through. Re-kindling our parent / child living arrangements can cause anyone to go nutzo. lol. At least you have a gym to escape to. Parents are funny creatures. You NEVER know what they are going to do or say next. Hang in there sistah!!!!!
I too fell off and put on some weight. Sad to say, but the devil side of me says "it sure tasted good gettin' there!!" I am back with a vengence too. I am sooooooo freakin' thrilled that you are back!! Muah muah muah muah! Now we just gotta track Gene down :P
You know, I really missed you too, and this place..didn't realize how much it had helped until I didn't have it. Sure I was ashamed of myself but it was more that I was so busy that I kept forgetting to get back online and check in.
Tasted good...kinda...you know I found that the items I had craved the most really didn't taste as good as I remembered them tasting? Weird.
My biggest fear right now is not fitting into my size 16 wedding dress...it's a misses and not a women's. Right now I'm still in a women's 18. ARG!!!! So I need to drop about 3 sizes in a little over than 2 months...well...I guess I just need to lose that in the upper half of my body. I've been working out once or twice a day and trying to eat better..less red meats and keeping with our Candida regimine. Keep those fingers crossed!