So infuriated with myself. I was doing so great, I was well on track to be in a size 14 for my wedding and then I plateaued and moved and had to live through **** and unemployment.

Well, still unemployed but making much better choices. We went to the movies this weekend to see Avatar and instead of giving in and cheating I packed a semi-Atkins friendly snack..cold cuts rolled up with cheese and pepperoni. I know, nitrates and sodium...but isn't that a little better than popcorn and Jujubees?? We even snuck in our own bottles of water.

My weight isn't doing much, but I have been working on building more muscle so I'm trying not to get upset. Everyone is saying that they are seeing weight loss in my face and torse, which is where I want it as my dress is a size too small and its all bodice.

So this week I'm starting a new regimine...working out, hypnosis, making my diet tea again, and drinking a lot more water.

Lets hope it works because my dress fitting is 2 weeks away and I want to be be about 6-8 pounds down for it.