Hello, all!
My name is JuJu, 41 and newly diagnosed with Type II. I am still having a hard time with my diagnosis; I just recently told my mom what was going on but no one else in my family knows. I had a baby last year and my GD was so bad, they hospitalized my on the spot. My doctor literally took money out of his own pocket and sent me by cab to the hospital. So I stayed in the hospital until my baby was born. Problem was, my numbers never came down and they think that my GD never went away and turned into type II. It sucks! I have a meter and all that stuff but I find myself forgetting to use it most day and I have not been eating well like I should. I skip most meals and eat a meal at the end of the day, mainly towards the middle of the night. I guess I am still in a sort of shock-denial. I am so angry at myself, I keep wondering what I did wrong and then when I think of how stupid I have been eating all this junk and not taking care of myself, I know how this happened. No one to blame but me, myself and I for what has happened.
I told my Nutritionist about Atkins and she was all for it, she just said be careful because sometimes my BS will go really low and I need to watch out for that. I haven't restarted yet but I am trying for this week. I have been almost a month into my diagnosis and I just feel frustrated, angry, scared, and feel like I have been handed a death sentence. I am trying to get my head straight and get on with things. I go shopping tonight and then take my measurements tomorrow and try to get some support from my mom. My doc says maybe I should see a therapist and I thik I am going to do that, too. In the past year, I was told I was pregnant and had MS (at the same time!), seperated from my husband, moved to live with my mother in Minnesota, and diagnosed with diabetes. It has been a lot to cope with. Sorry, I'm rambling. Anyway, its nice to find a board with this issue so that I can have some support as I feel my life is falling to pieces right now.
My name is JuJu, 41 and newly diagnosed with Type II. I am still having a hard time with my diagnosis; I just recently told my mom what was going on but no one else in my family knows. I had a baby last year and my GD was so bad, they hospitalized my on the spot. My doctor literally took money out of his own pocket and sent me by cab to the hospital. So I stayed in the hospital until my baby was born. Problem was, my numbers never came down and they think that my GD never went away and turned into type II. It sucks! I have a meter and all that stuff but I find myself forgetting to use it most day and I have not been eating well like I should. I skip most meals and eat a meal at the end of the day, mainly towards the middle of the night. I guess I am still in a sort of shock-denial. I am so angry at myself, I keep wondering what I did wrong and then when I think of how stupid I have been eating all this junk and not taking care of myself, I know how this happened. No one to blame but me, myself and I for what has happened.
I told my Nutritionist about Atkins and she was all for it, she just said be careful because sometimes my BS will go really low and I need to watch out for that. I haven't restarted yet but I am trying for this week. I have been almost a month into my diagnosis and I just feel frustrated, angry, scared, and feel like I have been handed a death sentence. I am trying to get my head straight and get on with things. I go shopping tonight and then take my measurements tomorrow and try to get some support from my mom. My doc says maybe I should see a therapist and I thik I am going to do that, too. In the past year, I was told I was pregnant and had MS (at the same time!), seperated from my husband, moved to live with my mother in Minnesota, and diagnosed with diabetes. It has been a lot to cope with. Sorry, I'm rambling. Anyway, its nice to find a board with this issue so that I can have some support as I feel my life is falling to pieces right now.









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