Well, here we are again. Worse off than I've probably ever been. If I do not do something soon, I feel like it's going to be too late to do anything. I have type 2 diabetes and have just not done enough or invested myself in my own treatment or taken control of anything. I flat out stopped taking meds for both my blood pressure and the Metformin a few months ago. I forced myself to go back to the doctor and get going again. I am back on 500 MG of Metformin x 2 and 10 MG of Lisinopril for BP. My diet sucks! I have been eating what my "normal" family eats and frankly, its killing me! I have not felt this horrible but felt close to this bad back in 2003 or so when I got on atkins and lost almost 60 pounds. I have probably had diabetes for years and just sneeked by on the physicals. I was diagnosed with type 2 and was put on meds. I caught **** for atkins by the dietitian at the hospital and was shamed into giving it all up. Well all of the things that were happening and all of the benefits that I felt when I got on this the first time are long gone. I am restarting as soon as I can get everything set up again to go and do this.
I'm back to close to 300
I'm really feeling horrible most of the time
I dont sleep well
I crave eating all darned day.. i can be eating ad want to eat more.. thats just sick!!
I feel more broken down physically and mentally than ever before.
I need to get back on this WOE and tell everyone else to basically leave me alone! If this kills me, I'm dieing anyway!
I'm back to close to 300
I'm really feeling horrible most of the time
I dont sleep well
I crave eating all darned day.. i can be eating ad want to eat more.. thats just sick!!
I feel more broken down physically and mentally than ever before.
I need to get back on this WOE and tell everyone else to basically leave me alone! If this kills me, I'm dieing anyway!










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