I do pretty well having just a few meals during the daytime. But at night, say between 8pm and bedtime - around 11pm, I find it extremely difficult to stop eating, even after I have had a full dinner. I seem to keep being drawn back to the refrigerator. If I would be happy with something fairly harmless, like some raw veggies, or some tuna, that would be okay, but what I'm really searching for is a fat, gooey dessert. And whatever this thing is, it isn't about hunger. Tonight I observed myself. I had a nice dinner meatloaf and broccolli with low carb cheese sauce. But I didn't want dinner to be over. i wasn't upset. I wasn't under stress, I was feeling fine, all was quiet, but I still couldn't stop thinking of what I could put in my mouth next. It was like an invisible tether kept leading me back to thoughts of food. I had some lettuce. I had a cup of decaf coffee. I had 2 bottles of water. I tried some extra exercise. No good. Still obsessed with food and trying to figure out ways to get more food.
What is wrong with me? Why am I never satisfied at night?
What is wrong with me? Why am I never satisfied at night?


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