Hi all 
I went to Curves today, and am thinking about joining. I'm worried about the 12 month membership. I know me
I have been over 300 pounds for 20 years. If I had a lot of money I don't think I would care as much, but I don't. I want to do it. I'm not exercising. I got an exercise ball, but don't do it, but my 6 year old sure loves it
. I got a new Richard Simmons DVD and I did it once. When I was a member at Slimmons (Richard Simmons Health Club in California) I went ALL the time, and I loved it. This is different though. I'm afraid I might get bored at Curves. I'm not trying to make up excuses...I just know me. It's silly to have a panic attack over joining Curves, but I am. I just don't know what to do. When I ask people that know me they say "You know how you are Niki. You get excited about something, and jump into it just to stop after a few weeks". That's true so it's hard to argue with. Blaaaaaa. I think I just needed somewhere to talk it out
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I went to Curves today, and am thinking about joining. I'm worried about the 12 month membership. I know me
. I got a new Richard Simmons DVD and I did it once. When I was a member at Slimmons (Richard Simmons Health Club in California) I went ALL the time, and I loved it. This is different though. I'm afraid I might get bored at Curves. I'm not trying to make up excuses...I just know me. It's silly to have a panic attack over joining Curves, but I am. I just don't know what to do. When I ask people that know me they say "You know how you are Niki. You get excited about something, and jump into it just to stop after a few weeks". That's true so it's hard to argue with. Blaaaaaa. I think I just needed somewhere to talk it out 




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