Head hurts from banging against wall

[Eireamy]

How many times do I need to get "motivated" to do this. Seeing oneself on TV is brutal when you are in denial. I finally have the $$ to be able to eat like I should. I buy all the groceries and then what do I do...I make a sandwich out of the turkey I bought. UGH!

Well, I have always seemed to do well with targeted (as opposed to open ended, whenever I get there) goals, so I have a new one and it's a doozy. I will be seeing my best friend in Mar/April. He and I are both severly overweight (we weren't even close to "heavy" when we met in HS). I am determined to be under 200 pounds before I go. It doesn't hurt that I will be going back to Dland at that same time and desperately want to feel comfy in some of the rides again. the DH is so wonderful that he is doing everything he can to be supportive, even quoting his "chewing-cessation" advisor saying that it takes the average nic. dependent person 6 tries to finally quit. So I told him this is my 6th try when he tried to add it up for me...don't tell me I am still "allowed" another...lol.

I will try to get a begin pic tomorrow but it may not happen until this weekend.

Good luck to all
TTFN

[Deflating Diva]

Re: Head hurts from banging against wall

The deal with Atkins is that you do not have to wait until the next day to start over. Just the next meal. You can do this! You made that sandwich out of habit. You will do this. Why because you want to for yourself not anyone else matters. This is a selfish thing but I want to live for me and I want to feel great about me. But then again I like the attention I get for doing nothing but get healthy like I should have long ago.
Deflating Diva