So I was doing sooooo well today. At 10pm I had eaten all my food for th day, my carbs were at 20, my calories at 1200..
Then I got the worst T.O.T.M cramps.. aaaagh..
Back when I was a slave to my food (I lived to eat, didn't eat to live) when I got the dreaded cramps I would buy the biggest cheesecake, or donuts.. or tub of icecream or bag of sunflower seeds.. or ANYTHING and eat and eat and eat. I don't think I've ever NOT eaten through my cramps (out of some bizarre feeling that the cramps were telling me to eat!!)
So here I was with a perfect (for me) score for the day with no cheats in awhile and ontrack.. and I decided to go to Tim Hortons (a Canadian Donut shop) to get something.
Luckily I was able to control myself to just a coffee with 2 cream and 2 sweetener...NO DONUTS THANK GOSH. But.. That put me over for the day
I need someone to shackle me to my desk and far away form a fridge or store.
Then I got the worst T.O.T.M cramps.. aaaagh..
Back when I was a slave to my food (I lived to eat, didn't eat to live) when I got the dreaded cramps I would buy the biggest cheesecake, or donuts.. or tub of icecream or bag of sunflower seeds.. or ANYTHING and eat and eat and eat. I don't think I've ever NOT eaten through my cramps (out of some bizarre feeling that the cramps were telling me to eat!!)
So here I was with a perfect (for me) score for the day with no cheats in awhile and ontrack.. and I decided to go to Tim Hortons (a Canadian Donut shop) to get something.
Luckily I was able to control myself to just a coffee with 2 cream and 2 sweetener...NO DONUTS THANK GOSH. But.. That put me over for the day
I need someone to shackle me to my desk and far away form a fridge or store.




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