To all who wonder what is going on well honestly I am in a very strange place for me. Normally I do not have depression but is seems as of late I am experiencing a major bout. I have been to the Doctor as I could see this was not getting better on my own. He has advised me to seek counseling and a new hormone and an antidepressant/sleep aid. I started gaining back weight and he said it will be normal for a few weeks and not to panic. I will be around but not as often as I should with the new job and getting Grandmas legal affairs in order. I am not falling off the wagon ( confession I have on occasion last week) just taking a step back to regroup. I thank you all for the love and compassion that you have shared with me over the past year plus. It seems that I am beating myself up for things I have no control over and right now I can't be freaking out over a pound or two. My mental state has to heal. I'll be watching from a distance so unless you are having a mental break down too you have no excuses... It's not a break down just a restructure for fragmentation. LOL
Deflating Diva
Deflating Diva






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**insert skinny me here**

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