Hi everyone, my name is Kathi. I am 28 years old, newly married, and I am ashamed but also proud to say I am joining the 2nd time around club!
To make a short story long, I am not weighing myself as this is what caused my fall off the first time. I went from 285 to 193 in 18 months. I didn't lose a pound for 6 months of the 18 months of Atkins. I got so discouraged that I just threw the towel in after my wedding. My honeymoon started the old habits again - and it didn't stop there. I saw my wedding pictures and felt as though I looked so fat that why even bother anymore. I became discouraged and gave up. I am now 2 sizes bigger since November 2004 - and hating it.
For the past eight months I have said "I am starting back" and never did - I said this several times. Someone snapped a picture of me yesterday and I was disgusted. How could I let myself get this way again? I have been disgusted for months and have written about it on here but just kept eating. Not anymore. I am truly determined. But I refuse to get on the scale. I don't care how much I weigh, I just care how healthy I am, how many inches I lose and what size I wear. Screw the scale, that thing is the devil to me.
Does anyone think it is possible that with exercise 5x/week and induction I can lose 2 sizes in 2 months? I hope you guys can cheer me on!
To make a short story long, I am not weighing myself as this is what caused my fall off the first time. I went from 285 to 193 in 18 months. I didn't lose a pound for 6 months of the 18 months of Atkins. I got so discouraged that I just threw the towel in after my wedding. My honeymoon started the old habits again - and it didn't stop there. I saw my wedding pictures and felt as though I looked so fat that why even bother anymore. I became discouraged and gave up. I am now 2 sizes bigger since November 2004 - and hating it.
For the past eight months I have said "I am starting back" and never did - I said this several times. Someone snapped a picture of me yesterday and I was disgusted. How could I let myself get this way again? I have been disgusted for months and have written about it on here but just kept eating. Not anymore. I am truly determined. But I refuse to get on the scale. I don't care how much I weigh, I just care how healthy I am, how many inches I lose and what size I wear. Screw the scale, that thing is the devil to me.
Does anyone think it is possible that with exercise 5x/week and induction I can lose 2 sizes in 2 months? I hope you guys can cheer me on!





25 / F / 5'8"

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