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  • So here I am :) -My story & why I'm here again!

    Well, I figured being everyone else has taken advantage of this forum, I might just as well too.

    I know a lot of you - and know a lot of you know me too For the vast majority of you who don't know me, I'll do a bit of an intro here & then tackle why I'm back in this forum instead of hanging out and looking uber-cool in the Maintenance forum. LOL

    My name is Brook. I'm 19 with 13 years of experience and the proud momma of 3 obnoxious kiddos aged 13, 9, and 5. I've recently started working outside the home as a counselor in a group home for vulnerable adults after staying home for the last almost 9 years. While at home for those 9 years, I slayed giant dragons for the special needs of my youngest, and homeschooled my middle child (sent the oldest back to public school after homeschooling him for a year during which time we both learned that while we love each other - day in and day out was a BAD idea for the harmony of our home. LOL) We live in the Twin Cities, and I've been a die-hard (and extremely vocal/opinionated) Atkineer for 3 years 2 months 1 week and counting. I was here at ADBB and a moderator when there were a total of 50 members and have loved watching this site continue to grow!

    I put together my "I'm Melting" website when I started and kept a picture diary to moniter my progress and keep a record of things. I wrote up an essay titled "No Excuses" which is still the core of my belief system and features my biggest hero I also wrote up a page called "Random Thoughts" - and I still add to that from time to time as well. In total, I lost 82lbs, 68 inches and I went from a size 22 to a size 6/8.

    So, why am I in this forum again? LOL

    Well....time to air my dirty laundry.

    4 months ago my husband/partner of 13 years & I separated. I moved out, started working full time, found the kids and I a place to live & got it all put together. It was a really long, stressful initial 6 weeks and one of the most stressful and scarey events of my life. I started smoking again (after 3 years of being a non-smoker), and I've managed to put on 10-15lbs in that time. It's been a combination of not eating like I should - but I attribute the majority of the weight gain I've had to the major disruption of my workout schedule. I'm truthfully a workout-aholic, but this whole being a single mom of 3 & working full time thing has thrown quite a monkey wrench into finding time for me.

    Well- NO MORE EXCUSES. Here's what I know to be true : If you can repeat failure, you can absolutely repeat success - so stand back, y'all. I'm BACK!

    I became a non-smoker again as of yesterday. (Thank you AGAIN, Mr. Allen Carr!!) So far, no one around me has died, although I'm fairly certain a couple of those near and dear to me are secretly wishing for my demise. LOL I am, however, saving a TON of money on gas - cuz I'm certainly riding a broom as the withdrawals hit me like a brick. LOL The first 3 days are always the toughest, and I'm already half way through them!

    My eating is being put back in check, but I have not buckled down to do a full-scale reinduction - yet. Today, I am induction legal and will stay that way. My sodium intake is off the freakin' charts today and I'm retaining more water than the Hoover Dam - but I'll work through it. I always do.

    I'm going to take the week off (except for my belly dancing classes) for exercise while I allow my body to detox. I'll be weighing in and measuring come Monday. For now, I need to tackle the smoking first because that affects everything else for me. The eating is pretty natural for me, so I'm not too worried about it

    So anyway - that's who I am, what I'm about, and where I'm headed. Hope ya don't mind that I'm back and are prepared for a no-nonsense kind of gal.

    I've missed you all.

    I wish you all success!
    ~Brook

    My Melting Page: A Picture Diary and Misc Other Stuff


    Highest Weight: 243lbs

    Atkineer since May 2002!!

    *****************************************


    General rule of thumb for success: If it requires a degree in chemical engineering to pronounce it, you probably shouldn't eat it.


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    Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

    Hi Brook,
    I am so happy to see you. I haven't been around this board much until the last two weeks, so I don't remember you, BUT it is good to meet you. What a story you have and what an inspiration you are. My sister in law has just quit smoking. She is doing that with the help of her on-line support group. I can get that link, if you don't already have one. I am not a smoker and cannot relate to that as well as the weight, but I sure do know that it is so, so difficult. Sometimes, people say not to tackle too much at the same time, but I did start induction as well as a running program within two weeks of each other and one definitely helped me with the other. I wish you well. Check in with us often. Feel free to PM me at any time. I could always use a friend. There are so many awesome people on this board.
    shannon
    149.8/no weigh/ 119



    1st goal: 139 (earlier weight)
    what the rungs mean to me:
    rung 1 - more veggies
    rung 2 - dairy (some milk in coffee)
    rung 3 - seeds, nuts (mostly sprinkled on salads)
    rung 4 - berries, melon
    rung 5 - wine -
    rung 6 - beans, hummus
    rung 7 - other fruits
    rung 8 - carrots/ potatoes (nah, prolly not)
    rung 9 - whole grains (fresh Dutch breads...)
    Major Goal - 128 lbs/ healthy range
    (on to pre-maintenance)

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      Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

      Thank you, Shannon

      When I started Atkins back in May 2002, I quit smoking, started induction, gave up caffeine and aspartame all on the same day.

      No one was harmed during those first two weeks, but it wasn't for a lack of me wishing it. hehehehehe

      I'm a HUGE fan and advocate of Allen Carr's Easy Way To Stop Smoking. It's worked wonders for me and it'll do the trick again - of this I am positive

      Thank you again for the wonderful message and support. I appreciate it more than you know!!

      Feel free to PM me at any time. I could always use a friend.
      Back atcha

      ~Brook

      My Melting Page: A Picture Diary and Misc Other Stuff


      Highest Weight: 243lbs

      Atkineer since May 2002!!

      *****************************************


      General rule of thumb for success: If it requires a degree in chemical engineering to pronounce it, you probably shouldn't eat it.

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      • #4
        Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

        Nice to meet you Brook! Your story is really amazing. Please feel welcome to join us and we look forward to hanging out in here with you! You are really an inspiration to us all!
        34 yr old Female

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        • #5
          Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

          Hi Brook! Thanks for sharing your story ~ i am one of the newbies here as well so it is nice to get to know you now! You have an amazing story and truly are an inspiration. Best of luck with quitting smoking ~ i understand that is quite a task!

          Female, 35 ~ 5'6"
          Start Date: 6.21.2005
          New Start Date: 4.5.2010
          Overcoming sugar addiction one day at a time.

          "The body cannot be cured without regard for the soul." Socrates

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            Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

            your photos are an inspiration and i love the upbeat, positive attitude. i agree with the no excuses. i live by the rule.. there is no try, only do. you seem to be a very strong, independent woman and i think we need more of them in this world. congratulations on making it through i am sure, a very hard time. i only have one son and boy does he keep me busy. can't wait to read more of your successes.
            FEMALE
            5'6" 33yrs. young
            CW160/MiniGoal140/GW130

            Restart AGAIN 06/08/09









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            • #7
              Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

              Great to have you back brook.....Your story was great....and I wish you all the best...I will be doing my best to have your positive attitude

              Natasha
              Induction Started: 7/18/05
              229/*215*/160
              Mini Goal: 210 by 8-22-05



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              • #8
                Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                welcome back hug hug hug



                watch out folk this is an exercising manic and has all the tapes you can think of to discuss with y;all too.

                pssst Brook I think that's a typo and you aren't 19 any more except in your energy level LOL
                by the book atkinseer

                started 6/1/02 at 313
                goalie 5/04 at 167 with under 15% body fat ADBB Presidents exercise Challenge


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                • #9
                  Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                  Hi Brook, it's very nice to meet you. I have been to your website and you are just amazing!

                  I'm so sorry to hear about your marriage. Been there, done that. Things will get easier, I promise.

                  Congrats on quitting smoking again! I wish I had the courage to do that, but I don't right now. I know you're going to be a hard act for us to follow. Maybe we could start a "Keep up with Brook" challenge LOL

                  It's really going to be nice having you here.
                  51/F 5' 152.5/150/110







                  Fitday: http://www.fitday.com/WebFit/PublicJ...ebbietheHugBug

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                  • #10
                    Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                    Hi Brook

                    I remember you from this board two years ago. You were a great participant then, and I'm sure you will be again. Welcome back, and good luck with this WOE
                    April 16, 2005 (244/Not weighing for a while/200)

                    Male

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                    • #11
                      Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                      Welcome back Brook. I've read over your web site a while back. You are a real inspiration.

                      I'm sorry about your marriage dissolving. Have been there and done that (I had three small daughters at the time) But just what I have read from you you seem like a very strong lady...you'll make it just fine.

                      Quit smoking back at the end of January also. A pack a day smoker for 33 years. Quit cold turkey. Not sure how I did it. But it got easier and easier. Just remembered..."The urge to have a cigarette will go away whether I smoke one or not" and it would. Take it one day at a time.
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                      Female/5'5"
                      Restarted 8/14/06



                      24 lbs gone, 18 more lbs til goal!









                      ~I can have excuses or I can have results, but I cannot have both.~
                      ~Have you hit a brick wall? Aim higher and jump over it.~
                      ~Your life is not a rehearsal. Don't leave it without giving it your all.~


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                      • #12
                        Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                        Brook, I went to your website and was amazed at your pictures and copied some quotes from your webpage. You are fabulous and an inspiration!! Your pictures have motivated me more than anything else I've read or looked at recently. Thanks for sharing your story.

                        I'm glad you are back on the boards. We are all pulling for you!
                        ~Kat
                        F, 45, 5'7"



                        A year from now you'll wish you had started today

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                        • #13
                          Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                          Brook,
                          You look great and have such a great attitude. I'm looking forward to all of the knowledge you have to share again!

                          I'm wondering what has happened to some of the other people that were here a couple of years ago. Names are escaping me right now. I just remember there was one lady that had lost quite a bit of weight and was working towards getting a tummy tuck. Also, does anybody remember Debbie (or Debby) from Canada?
                          Originally Started May 29, 2003 and lost 96 pounds. Fell off the wagon and gained over 100 pounds back. DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU!

                          316/306/150 - Restarted November 10, 2008

                          31 year old female, Denver, CO

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                            Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                            Hi Brook

                            I first signed on this board 2 years ago and reading your posts and seeing your progress was a huge reason for me keeping with the program............ Well at least until this past year................... but we wont go there now. Ugh.

                            Welcome to STAC and much success. You have had a little bump in your road but you did it once before and you can do it again. We all can do it again!

                            Terry

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                              Re: So here I am -My story & why I'm here again!

                              Hi Brook! Nice to meet you! You are truly an inspiration- I just had a very bad night last night... I cheated but seeing your pictures have just motivated me to not do it again!!!! You look absolutely gorgeous!!!!!!! I too want to transform that way!- Anway, welcome back and I look forward to getting to know ya!
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