Hey Everyone
First off...I'm so hesitating to even get back on this DB because I'm always coming and going again...it's kinda embarassing...but I need the support, so here goes.
I kinda dissappeared for a while...we bought a house and have been busy moving and getting everything here settled..and my mom was just here for 3 weeks on vacation...so needless to say things have been very hectic.
I was back a couple months ago and jumped back on the wagon, which was right before we found out that we were going to be buying a house...it was all unexpected. Well, things got busy and I fell off the wagon again. My schedule has been crazy and rushed, which didn't leave much time for meal planning.
Anyway, I started again yesterday for like the 176'th time...and it went fine. This morning I got up and made me an egg, and took two bites and couldn't even swallow anymore (it all came back up - too much info, I know) I always have a hard time with gagging, and getting my food down the first week or two..I know it's all in my head..and it annoys the crap out of me.
Why can't I just eat and get it down?! I'll fess up...I ate a slice of raisin bread and ate it just fine...isn't that STUPID!!! What is WRONG WITH ME??? Maybe I need to stay away from eggs.
I weighed 180.4 pounds this morning and about a year ago today I weighed 154. That's over 26 freaking pounds!!! I'm honest - I have been totally careless about what I have eaten in the past year...except for the few times I attempted to get back on this WOE, and failed. I know I can do good on this WOE because I have done it before...I really want it to work for me again this time...
Will I everrrrrrrrrrr be successful????? I hope so!!!
Thanks for listening...I'm glad to get that off my chest.
First off...I'm so hesitating to even get back on this DB because I'm always coming and going again...it's kinda embarassing...but I need the support, so here goes.
I kinda dissappeared for a while...we bought a house and have been busy moving and getting everything here settled..and my mom was just here for 3 weeks on vacation...so needless to say things have been very hectic.
I was back a couple months ago and jumped back on the wagon, which was right before we found out that we were going to be buying a house...it was all unexpected. Well, things got busy and I fell off the wagon again. My schedule has been crazy and rushed, which didn't leave much time for meal planning.
Anyway, I started again yesterday for like the 176'th time...and it went fine. This morning I got up and made me an egg, and took two bites and couldn't even swallow anymore (it all came back up - too much info, I know) I always have a hard time with gagging, and getting my food down the first week or two..I know it's all in my head..and it annoys the crap out of me.
Why can't I just eat and get it down?! I'll fess up...I ate a slice of raisin bread and ate it just fine...isn't that STUPID!!! What is WRONG WITH ME??? Maybe I need to stay away from eggs.I weighed 180.4 pounds this morning and about a year ago today I weighed 154. That's over 26 freaking pounds!!! I'm honest - I have been totally careless about what I have eaten in the past year...except for the few times I attempted to get back on this WOE, and failed. I know I can do good on this WOE because I have done it before...I really want it to work for me again this time...
Will I everrrrrrrrrrr be successful????? I hope so!!!
Thanks for listening...I'm glad to get that off my chest.










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