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Hi, my name is Tabekat and I'm a carb addict and a sugar addict. lol...
Today, me and my daughter spazzy hilo started a new induction.a clean induction. We haven't exactly gone off Atkins, but we haven't been squeaky clean either and we have been very lax about exercise and water.
As far as sugar is concerned, the holidays were just a disaster for me and I find myself needing to return to the anal atkineer I used to be if I can do it. I remember the tabeat who was riding the the induction forum hard and taking no prisoners. I want to be that tabekat again, but really, I was so damn naive.
I honestly thought it would be easy to stick to this lifestyle for the rest of my life. I didn't anticipate burn out.
And I really didn't have any strategies in mind about what to do when I got burned out on being so strict all the time.
I just thought my mental discipline would last. But slowly boredom and weakness crept in. I kept fighting it, but day by day, little by little, my willingness to be straight and true to the course was slipping.
I keep wanting to find some kind of middle ground and there isn't one. Sometimes I feel pressed up to the wall with this thing. I want my freedom but I always run too far with it. I can't have one fry. I can't have one cookie. I must face it. To thine own self be true.
Today, me and my daughter spazzy hilo started a new induction.a clean induction. We haven't exactly gone off Atkins, but we haven't been squeaky clean either and we have been very lax about exercise and water.
As far as sugar is concerned, the holidays were just a disaster for me and I find myself needing to return to the anal atkineer I used to be if I can do it. I remember the tabeat who was riding the the induction forum hard and taking no prisoners. I want to be that tabekat again, but really, I was so damn naive.
I honestly thought it would be easy to stick to this lifestyle for the rest of my life. I didn't anticipate burn out.
And I really didn't have any strategies in mind about what to do when I got burned out on being so strict all the time.
I just thought my mental discipline would last. But slowly boredom and weakness crept in. I kept fighting it, but day by day, little by little, my willingness to be straight and true to the course was slipping.
I keep wanting to find some kind of middle ground and there isn't one. Sometimes I feel pressed up to the wall with this thing. I want my freedom but I always run too far with it. I can't have one fry. I can't have one cookie. I must face it. To thine own self be true.
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