Hey STACers, it's Thurs. How has this week gone by so far.
Hey today I was thinking about how long most of us have been going...the longer you go the more you establish order and control and power in your world. Today it was hard getting up, after all my excited phase is over, and when the alarm went off, I yearned for more sleep, but I just said, "no, get up and get to it, this is what you want to do."...It's true, get the sleepiness off and this is where I want to be and I enjoy the feeling of rising early and taking charge of the day...after all I am the one in control here...I like it, I like mornings, I like getting and being the one calling the shots instead of playing catch up to a day that has control, or emotions that have control and are leading me.
So, the longer we go, the more incharge and in power WE ARE.
Circumstances don't control me, I control them!!! I am rising up to meet this day, it's not running over me. I know what's scheduled and what's coming for the most part. I have food planned out, exercise timed out, and water will be flexing inbetween the challenges of this day...oh yeah I have to go to a class early this morning, and I am learning to give my mom a daily shot.
That's a step in her care I had not signed up for. But the empowerment of my way of life, allows me to rise up to this challenge and work through it, calmly...It's because I have my personal world in order and that gives off confidence, and empowerment...
Just been thinking this morning, since this is our day 45 here. It was our first out there on the calendar mark...we have 4 more.Oct 31 end of challnege. Nov 8 (100 days) Jan 1, 2007, I plan on being there stronger and healthier. Mar. 14, I turn 50, stronger and healthier, and Aug 1, 2007 I will have one yr under my belt...I expect to be a heathier person, active and empowered living a life that I long to have. Today's control puts me there tomorrow...
Hey today I was thinking about how long most of us have been going...the longer you go the more you establish order and control and power in your world. Today it was hard getting up, after all my excited phase is over, and when the alarm went off, I yearned for more sleep, but I just said, "no, get up and get to it, this is what you want to do."...It's true, get the sleepiness off and this is where I want to be and I enjoy the feeling of rising early and taking charge of the day...after all I am the one in control here...I like it, I like mornings, I like getting and being the one calling the shots instead of playing catch up to a day that has control, or emotions that have control and are leading me.
So, the longer we go, the more incharge and in power WE ARE.
Circumstances don't control me, I control them!!! I am rising up to meet this day, it's not running over me. I know what's scheduled and what's coming for the most part. I have food planned out, exercise timed out, and water will be flexing inbetween the challenges of this day...oh yeah I have to go to a class early this morning, and I am learning to give my mom a daily shot.
That's a step in her care I had not signed up for. But the empowerment of my way of life, allows me to rise up to this challenge and work through it, calmly...It's because I have my personal world in order and that gives off confidence, and empowerment...
Just been thinking this morning, since this is our day 45 here. It was our first out there on the calendar mark...we have 4 more.Oct 31 end of challnege. Nov 8 (100 days) Jan 1, 2007, I plan on being there stronger and healthier. Mar. 14, I turn 50, stronger and healthier, and Aug 1, 2007 I will have one yr under my belt...I expect to be a heathier person, active and empowered living a life that I long to have. Today's control puts me there tomorrow...






just wathing kiddos and cleaning here and there... today is cleaning day so after I take my son to schol I will try to clean... the house looks like a hurricane came through... everyone is sick with a cold.. and my baby is whiney as I am weaning him took his last nursing session today!

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