Ah, it's so peaceful here with no scales to go to. No mentall anguish of adjusting myself to my own expectations... No trying to figure out Caitlin's weight loss ways, either. Peace. My biggest deal is always expectation. I expect loss constantly. Most days i can feel loss, and yesterday I felt bloated, and things were not swimmingly loose.
I cannot contol weight loss and how my body will go about it. I can control my focus and I can work on my expectations...The longer we are away from the scales, the bigger the battle of expectation is for me. That's what I will work on.
Hope everyone is refreshed by the weekend. I am rested.
I cannot contol weight loss and how my body will go about it. I can control my focus and I can work on my expectations...The longer we are away from the scales, the bigger the battle of expectation is for me. That's what I will work on.
Hope everyone is refreshed by the weekend. I am rested.





. Anyway, I haven't been able to excercise since. And then Saturday morning I go a call that my grandmother was going well downhill and if I wanted to see her alive you'd better come now. So I had to drop everything and fly to Georgia. My mother and I made it into the room, said we were there, and Grandma died 30 seconds later. Talk about a roller coaster. Anyway, I got very little sleep on a very hard couch the last two nights and had to deal with a lot of distraught relatives. I cooked, thereby insuring that I would have food I could eat 
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