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Ugh ugh ugh...
Today is the FIRST day since I started in August that I had a real honest-to-god craving for something "bad." I've been ravenous all day (but I'm not sure if it's from TOM, I think it's because I didn't eat my normal omelette or mock danish for breakfast--all I had was a piece of string cheese) and thus I feel like I've been eating all day...even though I'm at a slightly higher-than-normal 1600 calories according to fitday.
My craving? I wanted chocolate, chocolate, chocolate!!! I picked up this little box of sugar free chocolates that I purchased before I knew how evil they were and I held it in my pudgy hands and resisted the urge. I guess I am kind of a nerd--my craving was for sugar free rather than "real" chocolate.
I fixed myself some chocolate "mousse" instead and that did the trick, even though I didn't measure the cream. I know I had more than my daily allowance, but I think I'll live.
Oh well, just wanted to vent. I was so proud of the fact that I hadn't wanted to eat anything off-plan, and tonight for me to actually eye up bad foods was pretty scary and kind of shocking.
Ugh I have also gained because of TOM and I am not looking forward to weigh-in on Friday...YUCK!
Today is the FIRST day since I started in August that I had a real honest-to-god craving for something "bad." I've been ravenous all day (but I'm not sure if it's from TOM, I think it's because I didn't eat my normal omelette or mock danish for breakfast--all I had was a piece of string cheese) and thus I feel like I've been eating all day...even though I'm at a slightly higher-than-normal 1600 calories according to fitday.
My craving? I wanted chocolate, chocolate, chocolate!!! I picked up this little box of sugar free chocolates that I purchased before I knew how evil they were and I held it in my pudgy hands and resisted the urge. I guess I am kind of a nerd--my craving was for sugar free rather than "real" chocolate.
I fixed myself some chocolate "mousse" instead and that did the trick, even though I didn't measure the cream. I know I had more than my daily allowance, but I think I'll live.
Oh well, just wanted to vent. I was so proud of the fact that I hadn't wanted to eat anything off-plan, and tonight for me to actually eye up bad foods was pretty scary and kind of shocking.
Ugh I have also gained because of TOM and I am not looking forward to weigh-in on Friday...YUCK!
and I know I gained at least 5 lbs. before it... I always get so nervous that it won't all go away... does that happen to you too?
I am happy for you... surprising mine seemed to be less painful this time around... I am just over here biting my nails wondering when this weight gain is going to finally be gone! 
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