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WHY ME!!!
hehe well here is my story, I have messed this thing up SOOO many times since I started on Jan 10th its like i keep gettin derailed. something comes up I get sick, I forget my lunch. its always something. luckly which I must say taints my motivation, my weight flex's when I have been bad but I have mng to loose 16 lbs. when I think about it I could prob be at 25-30 by now... so that kills my soal a little bit. generally when I cheat I gain 1 lb or flatline for that day. Oiii. My biggest eat wrong days are when I go boarding, I get so hungry and I don't bring my lunch up the hill so I face a 20 min down and up again or just starve or eat poopy food. So I choose bad food. I will often say, well I need a break from this today it is not working well. Then the last 2 days I was sick and really didnt want anything I could have so I had toast. 1 peice of sour dough 20 carbs a slice OIII hehe good thing I couldnt eat anything else or I would have gained.
When I first started Atkin's a year ago I was strict as strict can be. Now I am like Meh whatever, no messuring no nothing I AM A MESS! And I think its funny...but not..but thats how i react to myself is that this is one big joke. (By reading this you may think I have more then one personality)...My friends are supportive in understanding it, but they beleive you need to indulge ever once an a while.
So this is my insanity plea, I am currently am frustrate at the fact of my lack of motivation to stick to this completely and I am dumbfounded at how I continue to do it with messing up so much, I dont think I could do a 2 week intro clean..that is sad being last time I did it for 3 months, maybe my expectations are to high.
So now that you think I am insane, I thank you for your time.
hehe well here is my story, I have messed this thing up SOOO many times since I started on Jan 10th its like i keep gettin derailed. something comes up I get sick, I forget my lunch. its always something. luckly which I must say taints my motivation, my weight flex's when I have been bad but I have mng to loose 16 lbs. when I think about it I could prob be at 25-30 by now... so that kills my soal a little bit. generally when I cheat I gain 1 lb or flatline for that day. Oiii. My biggest eat wrong days are when I go boarding, I get so hungry and I don't bring my lunch up the hill so I face a 20 min down and up again or just starve or eat poopy food. So I choose bad food. I will often say, well I need a break from this today it is not working well. Then the last 2 days I was sick and really didnt want anything I could have so I had toast. 1 peice of sour dough 20 carbs a slice OIII hehe good thing I couldnt eat anything else or I would have gained.
When I first started Atkin's a year ago I was strict as strict can be. Now I am like Meh whatever, no messuring no nothing I AM A MESS! And I think its funny...but not..but thats how i react to myself is that this is one big joke. (By reading this you may think I have more then one personality)...My friends are supportive in understanding it, but they beleive you need to indulge ever once an a while.
So this is my insanity plea, I am currently am frustrate at the fact of my lack of motivation to stick to this completely and I am dumbfounded at how I continue to do it with messing up so much, I dont think I could do a 2 week intro clean..that is sad being last time I did it for 3 months, maybe my expectations are to high.
So now that you think I am insane, I thank you for your time.
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