I am starting tomorrow; I can't tell you how many times...I'm disgusted with myself and finished off the pita bread and humus along with a few jalapeno poppers.
I am at an all time high 160.5 lbs. I was 115 for most of my life..I have 45 lbs to lose which may not seem like a lot but to me it's insane, it was 15 lbs then 20 lbs and I was like "okay, that's not too bad I could probably drop that in a month if I really wanted to" but now I'm totally scared of myself and feel out of control. I think alot of it is my job...always luncheons, doughnuts and other bad things in the meetings, people always trying to get me to go to lunch to my favorit place and all it takes is the "words" of the food they are talking about and I'm a goner- total lack of self control. I've tried variations of trying to lose weight and it doesn't work. I am going to be strict with myself, but please tell me whats the fastest way for me to get into deep ketosis and lose my appetite, that is the ONLY thing that will work for me.






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