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    Good Morning STACer's,

    Well what's one good addiction to another. I need a good swift kick in the butt. About a month ago, I was really tired, most of you know that I'm a singer/songwriter and I keep a very hectic schedule. I perform 3 - 4 nights a week plus hold down a 50 hour a week job on top of that.

    I stopped at a gas station. No Diet Coke, no Diet Rite, hmmm what's this.....ROCKSTAR, no carbs, sugar free, sucralose....sweet. Bartendar, I'll take 2. Drank one that night, energy off the wall. It was amazing.

    Amazing enough that an old 'addictive' pro like myself should have seen the warning signs and didn't take my own advice of 'walk away, old man, walk away'. Not only are they expensive $2.99 a pop, but I'm finding, I CRASH, and I mean CRASH hard. Now lately I've still been blessed with a 1 to 2 pound bi-weekly weight loss, with little to no exercise other than playing out (which is very active, I've lost 3 - 4 pounds in a performance, more if it's over the summer and really hot outside.).

    So here I am, a much lighter wallet. (believe me, you don't want to know.) and a massive massive massive headache..... (I was drinking 2 of these a day.....2 servings......160 mg caffiene 360 mg caffiene yikes!!)

    here is the label - please be gentle with me after reading this....



    So I have decided to try to go 'cold turkey' and hope that I've let none of you down. Me and my addictions. This is crazy. When will I ever learn.

    So, I'm back on my water kick. I faithfully will drink 148 ounces a day starting today.

    First Flour and Sugar, now this. Why do people create crap like this to reel us in hook line and sinker, with the emphasis on 'SINKER'.

    Anyway, I thought I should post this, if for no other reason, than to have it written down as a goal to complete.

    Sorry Folks, but the old Scoot is human after all.
    Scooter







    Remember this everyday - Something Wonderful Is Going To Happen Today. If you live by that decree you will live life to the fullist.


  • #2
    Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

    Be gentle? Are you kidding me!!!!! You have taken care of all the butt kicking and confessions...I respect YOU... Hey I find that moments like this are the ones that truely DEFINE US! Your character is strong, your honesty is self effacing and you my friend have a battle on your hands that will make you wiser, more discerning, and compassionate....
    From one addict to another, one huge hug and handshake! Our addictive personality will certainly root around for something else to cling to...and again we will define ourselves as addicts and recover!
    74 8/1/06
    SW225/CW142/GW135 83lbs GONE!
    2 YEARS and 9MONTHS!!! I've been here
    Jess Female/51/5'3

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    • #3
      Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

      Scooter.. I am NOT going to kick you in the butt.. But you have done the best thing by confessing.. Get rid of that junk... We all didn't end up overweight because we wanted too.. Its because we are Addicts.. Carb addicts..and Junk food addicts and We WILL BEAT this!
      Sandy
      40th birthday June 27,2009


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      Current Weight 271
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      • #4
        Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

        Ow! My head hurts just looking at that label - I rarely drink caffeine even before Atkins so I would probably combust drinking that drink! No kicks from me, you have kicked yourself enough. I hope the withdrawal isn't too bad.....hang in there and NEVER BUY THEM AGAIN!
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        • #5
          Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

          As Jess said, from one addict to another...

          It is crazy what the subconscious addict will find to latch onto, isn't it? At least you recognize it and can avoid it. I have to avoid coffee like the plague. I suspect I might have to ditch my unsweetened iced tea too. Even though I'm getting over 100 ounces of pure water...ahhhh well.
          ~Joy

          Start 1/2/06 Goal 6/11/07 restart 1/2/09
          268.5/196/185
          QUIT SMOKING JULY 23, 2006 while on Atkins


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          • #6
            Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

            If only more foods we shouldn't be eating would immediately kick us in the butt like that. We wouldn't be so tempted to eat them. Sound like that massive headache is a blessing in disguise... Pain helps us make different choices.

            Which is why I'm not doing yarkwork today. Too painful!

            HA!

            Hope that headache lifts pretty soon, Scooter.
            ~ Terry ~
            Eat to Live, Not Live to Eat
            ~ Carpe Diem! ~

            Getting ready to restart

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            • #7
              Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

              No need to apologize. "To Thine Own Self Be True". We all have clay feet and recognizing this is half the battle. You rock for your honesty and candor Scooter and THAT will keep you on track and if you veer .... get you right back on track.

              Good luck if you withdrawal, I've been there done that with those drinks. I've abused them in the past. That painful lesson now allows me to .... only if needed ... like a long road trip where staying alert is pretty key .... I'll have one or two .... if needed. But they are not my "drink of choice".
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              12-Mar-2007: 290 LBS, 50 inch waist

              23-Apr-2007: 269 LBS, 46 inch waist

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              • #8
                Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

                So you had something with no carbs that seemed to be Atkins-friendly.
                You liked it and became a little too dependant on it.
                You wisely recognized the fact.
                You stopped drinking it (right?).
                You warned us all about it.
                You provided a testimonial.
                You admitted to being human.
                You're getting back on track asap.
                You are in control.

                Now why are we supposed to be gentle with you? I'm sorry about the headache, but I think otherwise you're doing just fine.

                female/48yrs/5'5.5"
                start date 03/20/07
                hw255/sw250/cw189/gw148

                restart 01/04/10
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                • #9
                  Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

                  Awww, Scooter....

                  You've done great by confessing and warning us. I am sooo blessed to have never really consumed caffiene. I understand that it can be a b*tch to kick. I truly believe that if anyone can do it, it would certainly be you.

                  Rock on, my friend. It will be hard for a while, but you will prevail!


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                  • #10
                    Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

                    awww scooter man! take 2 aspirin and call us in the morning!!! just kidding friend but do NOT beat yourself up. hey we live and learn and thank you for sharing. you are and CONTINUE to be one of my atkins heroes.....thank goodness you are human...don't think i could EVER live up to perfection......you rock my friend!





                    started atkins 2/18/07
                    5'7"........193/150/150

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                    • #11
                      Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

                      Wow! Thank you everybody. I just thought I should bring this out in the open, especially if anybody else has considered those things. I knew it was too good to be true, and should have realized it sooner. At least it came with no weight gain, but let me tell you, it's kind of like a hangover, one that reminds you, oh yeah, that's why I don't do this.

                      The day is moving along. Tonight I play out, take 2 aspirin, call me in the morning...haha......that's funny!! (I think I may actually take that advice if this continues to get worse.....)

                      Thank you for caring and sharing my friends!

                      With all my heart and soul, thank you.
                      Scooter







                      Remember this everyday - Something Wonderful Is Going To Happen Today. If you live by that decree you will live life to the fullist.

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                      • #12
                        Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

                        Hey Scooter, I'm late to the party as usual, but you've got nothing to be ashamed of, and there's no reason for us to beat you with a wet noodle. You've already given yourself enough guilt and remorse for a lifetime. It's funny how those addictions manifest themselves over and over again in different forms. You recognized the signs, admitted you had a problem, and you're stepping away from it. Good boy!

                        I actually welcome pain as a side-effect rather than cravings or something. Pain helps me remember WHY I don't want something...
                        START 8/16/06 @ 270+~MG1: 220-12/2/06~MG2: 210-1/07~MG3: 199-3/2/07~MG4: 190-4/27/07~MG5: 180-7/04/07~GOAL: 170
                        RESTART 11/2/09 @ 224.6~MG1: 215~MG2: 210~MG3: 205~MG4: 199~MG5: 195~MG6: 190~MG7: 185~GOAL: 180

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                        • #13
                          Re: A confession - Poor choices - Addiction

                          WHat a timely warning! I just bought a can yesterday and it is still sitting in the fridge! I figured I would use it if I needed energy! Now I'm not too sure I wanna go down that path since I LOVE the caffeine rush...LOL...and you are right...they are expensive $3.49 here in Québec. Guess it'll stay in the fridge!
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