One More Time..

[universaltravelr]

Well, here I am , I wish I would have never left. However, life has reconciled me once again. After a very successful run on this wol, my mother passed away on January 7th. The loss and pain came as suddenly and unexpected as her passing. For the past several months I have been distraught and and my eating habits have went out the window. Its not that I ate out of depression, but I ate simply what was available. Not having the energy or concern to plan my meals or take the time preparing them. My weight went from 150 to about 175 in this short time. To be honest, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. As all of you are aware yesterday was mothers day, so today is a brand new day. After spending the first Mothers day after my moms passing full of emotion and yet still so very empty inside. I have decided to reclaim myself. Thats what my mother would have wanted and I am sure thats what she wants even now. So, I am sorry for the novel but I wanted to make this public proclamation. No longer will I let my greif affect my life. Mom, this ones for you!

[SuzyQ73]

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Hi Michael, and welcome back! I am sorry for your loss, and I know yesterday was a hard day for you, it was for me as well. *hugs*

You will do great!

[mitzimarie]

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Hi, Michael...

So very sorry for your loss. I am incredibly close to my mom and can't imagine being without her.

On a brighter note, I am so glad that you are here. You came to the right place and you will be feeling better very soon!

Looking forward to hearing from you often...

[ValidRouge]

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I'm so sorry to hear of your Mother's passing.

I'm glad you are back though. I think reclaiming your health is going to be an excellent tribute to your Mom and to your self.

[SandyL2002]

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Well, here I am , I wish I would have never left. However, life has reconciled me once again. After a very successful run on this wol, my mother passed away on January 7th. The loss and pain came as suddenly and unexpected as her passing. For the past several months I have been distraught and and my eating habits have went out the window. Its not that I ate out of depression, but I ate simply what was available. Not having the energy or concern to plan my meals or take the time preparing them. My weight went from 150 to about 175 in this short time. To be honest, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. As all of you are aware yesterday was mothers day, so today is a brand new day. After spending the first Mothers day after my moms passing full of emotion and yet still so very empty inside. I have decided to reclaim myself. Thats what my mother would have wanted and I am sure thats what she wants even now. So, I am sorry for the novel but I wanted to make this public proclamation. No longer will I let my greif affect my life. Mom, this ones for you!

(((Michael))) Welcome to the board.. I totally know what you are going through but you are RIGHT your mom would want you to take care of yourself..that would be the greatest gift you could give her

[MorningGlory]

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Hi Michael,
I'm glad you came and posted here. There's nothing like the grief you go through when you lose someone, and you've got a whole year of "firsts" ahead of you, so participating in a community like this one is going to help you. Mother's Day is bittersweet for me too, as we buried my mom on Mother's Day. That was 13 years ago. It isn't a raw pain anymore like yours is, and eventually you just accept the fact that she's gone.
I think you're right though, your mom would only want you to live the best life you can! All mothers want that for their kids.
So moving forward....what kinds of things do you like to do lifestyle-wise that'll help you with your weight loss? Are you a runner, hiker, swimmer, biker? There are exercise challenges on this board that you can join, and they're really just a motivating tool, but they work so well, they make you want to strive for a goal. Check them out, maybe there's one that'll click with you.

[RIMedusa]

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Hi Michael --

Thank you for sharing your sadness with us. I have a very deep faith that the ones who pass before we do are around us and giving support. Perhaps Mom is hanging out and giving you your motivation to be healthy and strong...

[universaltravelr]

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Thank You all for the kind words. this Board is a blessing and always has been.... So far, day one reinduction is going swimmingly. Have a great day!

[CDRAKE1234]

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Michael,

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I'm sure your mother would be very proud of you coming back to our community here at ADBB. I'm sure she wants the absolute best for you and that includes your happiness and health! Welcome back and remember we are always here for you!!
Best Wishes!
Lindsay

[futurefitbabe]

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PLEASE ACCEPT THIS LONG DISTANCE HUG... ~CHRISTY