SO LET ME TELL HOW HARD I AM KICKING MYSELF IN THE BUTT RIGHT NOW... I STARTED ATKINS FOR THE FIRST TIME BACK IN APRIL '03. HAD GREAT SUCCESS. FELT AWESOME. WAS STARTING TO LOOK PRETTY GOOD. THEN FOR REASONS UNKNOWN I FELL OFF THE OL' BANDWAGON. FAST FORWARD TO, WELL, NOW. IT'S BEEN OVER FOUR YEARS AND I HAVE PROBABLY LOST AND REGAINED 200 LBS. NO JOKE. I COULD HAVE BEEN AT MY GOAL WEIGHT TWICE OVER! UGH!!
I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE. NOW, TO ADD INSULT (SELF-INFLICTED, OF COURSE) TO INJURY... I'VE KNOWN FOR ABOUT 8 MONTHS THAT MY BEST FRIEND AND I ARE GOING ON A SHARK DIVE IN THE BAHAMAS AT THE END OF JUNE. HELLOOOOOOO...WETSUIT REQUIRED! I'M REALLY NOT PREPARED TO SEE MYSELF IN A SKIN-TIGHT, FULL LENGTH, LIGHT REFLECTING, AND COMPLETELY UNFORGIVING WETSUIT....
OH WELL. MAYBE IT WILL BE THE WAKE UP CALL I REALLY NEED. I JUST HOPE THE SHARKS DON'T MISTAKE ME FOR A LARGE PEICE OF CHUM...
BUT, ON A HAPPIER NOTE... I DO HAVE TWO CLEAN INDUCTION DAYS UNDER MY BELT. I'M FEELING BETTER PHYSICALLY ALREADY! WISH ME LUCK AS I ATTEMPT ONCE AGAIN TO GET OUT OF MY OWN WAY AND FINALLY GET HEALTHY.WHICH REMINDS ME OF A PRAYER... DEAR GOD, I HAVE A PROBLEM... IT'S ME! THANKS FOR READING MY LITTLE RANT... HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT! ~CHRISTY








). I AM SOOOO RELIEVED. WELL, NOW I'VE GOT FOUR GOOD INDUCTION DAYS DOWN. I'M FEELING VERY DETERMINED, MOTIVATED, AND UNSTOPPABLE RIGHT NOW. I HAVE ALREADY DECIDED TO POST SOME PICTURES FROM MY VACATION IN MY SIGNATURE FOR FURTHER ACCOUNTABILITY/MOTIVATION. TAKE CARE, GUYS! ~CHRISTY 


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