Re: roll call Wed 8/22
Baby -
What you wrote resonates with me a bit.
I think that for a long time, food and lethargy have numbed me to time. I mean, sure, I know what day of the week it is, and when the weekend is, etc. But I have neither lived in the present nor looked too far into the future - I've just sort of existed.
Now that my head is clearer, I'm able to project into the future to see and visualize what I want. I'm also able to exist much better and more consistently in the PRESENT.
What is difficult for me is to balance that. I don't want to live in the future - I want to live in the NOW, but I want to be able to visualize and set future goals. And that is tough to do at the same time.
Sometimes I feel like I just end up in limbo - but even limbo is better than where I once was.....
Baby -
What you wrote resonates with me a bit.
I think that for a long time, food and lethargy have numbed me to time. I mean, sure, I know what day of the week it is, and when the weekend is, etc. But I have neither lived in the present nor looked too far into the future - I've just sort of existed.
Now that my head is clearer, I'm able to project into the future to see and visualize what I want. I'm also able to exist much better and more consistently in the PRESENT.
What is difficult for me is to balance that. I don't want to live in the future - I want to live in the NOW, but I want to be able to visualize and set future goals. And that is tough to do at the same time.
Sometimes I feel like I just end up in limbo - but even limbo is better than where I once was.....


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