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  • My turn... :)

    Hi, I'm Apple....

    And I'm thinking I'm officially a STACr....okay, so there is no thinking, I am and I've posted here a few times in the past within the posts....but havent had the nerve to just post a single post by my big-kid self. Please bare with me

    I've looked back over the year and have found myself 20 pounds less than when I started. Yeah, it could have, should have, and might have been less if I had worked harder, stayed the course, and stopped blaming everything else but me.

    My excuses:

    I'm almost done with getting my teaching creditials, so that's homework, research, and teaching to contend with
    I have a family to take care of, and recently a broken arm of one child who is sporting a cast and pins in her arm
    We only have one income, and barely see hubby during the week and pray for enough funds to pay for gas, housing, food, and stuff...
    I give 120% on just about everything I do in school and with my family, but....me.


    This year I so wanted it to be the year that I finish what I started with losing weight and making my goal. The beginning of the year started off strong and slowly came to a screetching halt when I had to balance everything mentioned above and keep my nose above water over the past few weeks.

    I pretty much had the mental mind frame that if I had one more last minute homework assignment given to me that I would seriously run down the road with my hair standing up on end wearing a hospital gown and pink fuzzy slippers. And let me tell ya, I would do it, too!!!


    I've gotten a LOT of positive vibes through some awesome success stories everyone's shared over the past year and have even gotten teary eyed over the posts that I can relate to with feeling like a failure. I've come to the conclusion that we're not failures...we're just trying to figure out life along with making changes. That sounds good, right?

    So........I'm stepping out of my comfort zone to humbly asking for a smidgin of encouragement to help get through the next 9 months of the year.

    Thanks a bunch in advance!!

    April 2007: 212
    Today: 190:D :walking
    1st Goal 189
    Goal: 165





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    Re: My turn...

    {{{{{{{{{{{APPLE!}}}}}}}}}}}

    Hey girl, welcome to the club! Were a wise bunch here at STAC, we've been there done that, done it WRONG, now we're back, doing it RIGHT. We're sticking with it. This might be our 2nd, 3rd, millionth attempt, it doesn't matter. What matters is that we're STILL HERE.

    You're in good company, my dear, welcome to STAC!

    Don't be a stranger to the daily check-ins...they're fun to read, and inspiring, and it's always good to see how your fellow STACers are doing.
    START 8/16/06 @ 270+~MG1: 220-12/2/06~MG2: 210-1/07~MG3: 199-3/2/07~MG4: 190-4/27/07~MG5: 180-7/04/07~GOAL: 170
    RESTART 11/2/09 @ 224.6~MG1: 215~MG2: 210~MG3: 205~MG4: 199~MG5: 195~MG6: 190~MG7: 185~GOAL: 180

    F / 28 / 5'8" FITDAY

    Missoula Marathon 7/13/08 5:41


    Non-Celiac Gluten Intolerance
    GLUTEN-FREE since 10/08

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    • #3
      Re: My turn...

      Thanks, Julie! I'll be around here quite a bit I think

      Everyone is such a great support around here!!!

      April 2007: 212
      Today: 190:D :walking
      1st Goal 189
      Goal: 165




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      • #4
        Re: My turn...

        hey apple!!!!! mama always said "this too shall pass"....she was a very wise woman. just make sure if you take off down the road in the hospital gown that your butt is sufficiently covered!

        we are here because "if at first you don't succeed, try, try again" and this IS a journey..a life long journey full of learning and change. but you already know that. even when we get to where we need to be, we are still learning and changing..we are never "done"....so jump aboard!

        you are NOT a failure.....you are a WINNER!! every day and in every way....





        started atkins 2/18/07
        5'7"........193/150/150

        "it's not having what you want; it's wanting what you've got"
        "you can't control the ocean but you can learn to ride the wave."

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        • #5
          Re: My turn...

          Hi Apple. Glad you've made the committment to post and become one of the family. Don't look back at what could have been or should have been. Take the positive initiative that you've developed and make it happen now. Now is all that matters. Positive thoughts lead to positive actions which will bring you positive results. I too procrastinated most of my life, but when I finally took responsibiltiy and committed to myself, thats when I found the strength to do it. You can too. Welcome...keep coming here for support, knowledge and motivation. We're here for you!
          Starting Date 3/12/04 285/165/145 - F



          Dedication gives wings to our dreams and keeps them in flight! In One Word...COMMITTMENT.

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            Re: My turn...

            Thanks, MisS & Dream!

            I appreciate the support!! And....I'll be sure to wear two gowns front and back so nothing's hanging out!

            Try try and try again seems to be my motto, but stick stick sticking the course needs to replace that try try try stuff, for sure. Procrastination is normally not my M.O...but there's sure a little bit of it cropping up these days with so much to do.

            I done cooked up a storm today...now I just need to get crackin' with the rest of it, exercise, water, vitamins...etc.

            April 2007: 212
            Today: 190:D :walking
            1st Goal 189
            Goal: 165




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            • #7
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              Hi Apple. Congrats on nearly finishing your teaching credentials. I have been a teacher for 8 years and I know how demanding the study schedule can be. But one strength us teachers have is planning, which is essential to following this WOE properly. So I know you will do fine. Just believe in yourself - this is going to be your year. Think how fantastic you will feel when you graduate and are are looking great. Good luck!





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                Re: My turn...

                Hi there Apple

                Welcome! Your story is so familiar to me and to all of us I'm sure. You are in the right place with the mind mindset...You will make it!

                See you around the board

                ~V

                413 squats so far this month!

                36y F, ht: 5,5 223/206/150, RE-Start date: Feb. 19, 2008

                Current mini goals:
                199 Goal by Easter:confused:~treat myself to a pedicure
                180 Goal by Sept. ~spend a day at Glen Ivy Spa
                160 Goal by Dec. ~spider vein therapy for my legs
                150 Goal by Feb. ~big bitchin new tattoo ;)

                >>>>
                B4 @ 223. Good grief,
                I'm the size of Dora!

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                • #9
                  Re: My turn...

                  Yo Yo and EarlyEd....thanks!

                  Oh, let me tell ya....graduation is *this* close and I'm so going to be looking hot in my cap and gown

                  Planning is my expertise....I won't be shy about that, but it's the other stuff that has to get combined with everything else.

                  Thanks for the support!!!

                  April 2007: 212
                  Today: 190:D :walking
                  1st Goal 189
                  Goal: 165




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