Well, I think it's safe to say i'm not alone in the re-re-re-re-re start group. I'm sure there are plenty of us here somewhere. I restarted once again on the 1st of april, back from november when i jumped off the wagon(notice i didnt use "fell" because really when you shove things in your mouth im pretty sure its a concious decision). Anyways, from aug to nov 07 i lost 30lbs, then gained back 19lbs between dec-until now. Damn holidays and my lack of self control, well moving on. So, i'm back for the 800th time as ive said before but this time i can say is honestly different. My other attempts at atkins although successful in weight loss havent really "changed" my attitude towards food. This time for some reason something clicked and now im just over it. I'm over obsessing about food, i dont think about it all the time, i dont get excited or look forward to eating, i just do, i just eat when i need to and stop when i want.
This may not make sense to some of you, but for me this is a huge huge revelation that i believe will be the most important tool in my weight loss and lifestyle change. I do plan to have a reeses cup eventually, but i dont think i need an entire box anymore. So, i wanted to tell those of you who understand that even though you sometimes jump off the wagon, its ok to get back on without feeling ashamed, because you just might super glue yourself to the wagon this time. Good Luck! 



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