Just yesterday I decided that I wouldnt' drink caffeine anymore... cause I know I'm addicted. It's sad when you solely rely on it to keep you awake through the day. Plus, I firmly believe that this is definitely a decision to a healthier me.
But today, especialyl within the past few hours, I've been experience horrible withdrawals... I've got the most ear splitting headache that's just like a constant blunt pain that isn't even throbbing, it's just there, and to top it off, I feel sick in my stomach as well as if I ate something that disagreed with me and it's like my stomach's planning on throwing up within the hour or so.
I know that 48 hours probably is a ridiculously short time to start having these type of withdrawals, but I know my body. It's happened before. I only get these type of symptons when I havent been drinking caffeine, and once I drink some it goes away.
I'm trying so hard to convince myself not to go buy myself a bottle just to get rid of this pain, because it's absolutely killin me...
I guess I'm jsut sort of venting, trying to write my feelings instead of harming myself... *sigh*
But today, especialyl within the past few hours, I've been experience horrible withdrawals... I've got the most ear splitting headache that's just like a constant blunt pain that isn't even throbbing, it's just there, and to top it off, I feel sick in my stomach as well as if I ate something that disagreed with me and it's like my stomach's planning on throwing up within the hour or so.
I know that 48 hours probably is a ridiculously short time to start having these type of withdrawals, but I know my body. It's happened before. I only get these type of symptons when I havent been drinking caffeine, and once I drink some it goes away.
I'm trying so hard to convince myself not to go buy myself a bottle just to get rid of this pain, because it's absolutely killin me...
I guess I'm jsut sort of venting, trying to write my feelings instead of harming myself... *sigh*

I will lose weight, I will lose weight, I WILL LOSE WEIGHT! 



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