Good morning! 
Okay, well first off I had a crummy day yesterday. I won't go into details, but we'll just say crying was involved... a lot. But I'm over it
In the midst of my self pity yesterday I uttered, "I want icecream."
And I didn't do it
Two hours later, still pissy and crying, I uttered, "I want pizza."
Didn't do it
And I realized what an awesome discovery I made... I let that little demon in me show himself. In my weakest point he came out of my mouth like "Feed me feed me" But my conscious mind took note of it, and I would not let him win this one. I thought to myself even, "Nice try. I'm not doing it."
This is such an internal battle to win your life back from the little bastard who's been running it for so long... And, yay me, I realized how to find him and squash him
I hope everyone has an awesome Saturday!

Okay, well first off I had a crummy day yesterday. I won't go into details, but we'll just say crying was involved... a lot. But I'm over it

In the midst of my self pity yesterday I uttered, "I want icecream."
And I didn't do it

Two hours later, still pissy and crying, I uttered, "I want pizza."
Didn't do it

And I realized what an awesome discovery I made... I let that little demon in me show himself. In my weakest point he came out of my mouth like "Feed me feed me" But my conscious mind took note of it, and I would not let him win this one. I thought to myself even, "Nice try. I'm not doing it."
This is such an internal battle to win your life back from the little bastard who's been running it for so long... And, yay me, I realized how to find him and squash him

I hope everyone has an awesome Saturday!






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