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  • Blown Away!

    Morning STACers. I've been in and out over the last 6 months and I've lost my groove with low carbing and exercise. I've tried to not freak out but to take sensible controlled steps to getting back to where the groove is for me.
    I use to post here constantly. I worked out constantly and I ate at almost induction level for a year plus. I called it modified induction, because I had 5-5gm additions I swapped around to keep the carb count low. I then made a decision to eat whatever when I went to Australia. I did and came back and immediately got back to low carbing because truthfully I did not like all the side effects. I was on the verge of burn out with exercise and eating. Christmas proved to be an awful time, as it was the first wit out my Mom. I crashed hard, ate some, but definately stopped training exercise. These last 5 months I have bepopped around, in and out here and in life general.
    I took another trip and ate like an idiot and felt like one too.

    I kept saying I need to get back to what works for me. I need to get back to what works for me.

    The great advantage of being a "SECOND TIMER" to anything is that you KNOW IT WORKS FOR YOU....We only return to what works. Usually the 2nd time requires us to really follow the plan too, and results come but really I think a peace with food comes and we find ourselves to completely grateful. I know I did and do.

    June came and I made a goal to ride 200 miles on the bike. I remember the first time I ever set a mileage goal it was here, 18 mos ago. I met that goal by pulling my stationary bike out every morning and riding within a half hour of getting up. IT WORKED THEN and I've ReTURNED TO WHAT WORKS.

    Daily now, I get up at 5oclock, because IT WORKED THEN....and I am back on that bike outside at 6:30, BECAUSE IT WORKED THEN. I am drinking water again because it's so darn hot here in Atlanta, IT ALSO WORKED THEN. I am half a mile short of 100 miles in 11 days. I will definately break my goal for the month. I love to track the numbers they inspire me.

    I have gone back to what worked. Thankfully I have over 18 months of structured living and finding out what worked for me and living it. Daily I make it a point to go back to what really worked and the positive life is flowing so strongly back into me.

    I am 51, and I know what works for me. But I also know I've got to pay the price to have what I want the most. Believing me when the alarm goes off and nobody else is up, I sense the price. When I am riding and my legs are just going any farther and I am far from home, I am paying a price and then when I have to run to the store to eat the right foods instead of the easy foods, I am paying a price, it's not free it's costly. But I am back in a zone that I've missed so much.

    Today I woke up too tired to ride the bike 15miles. I smiled to myself and said, "that's ok, I'll just take a 5mi joy ride to get the air on my face and the cool morning stillness in my soul. I need the rush that comes from the FOLLOW THROUGH....the smile on my face right now is real, and I am happy to be BACK TO WHAT WORKS.....I would be a real IDIOT TO IGNORE WHAT WORKS FOR ME.
    Something to chew on from my life.
    74 8/1/06
    SW225/CW142/GW135 83lbs GONE!
    2 YEARS and 9MONTHS!!! I've been here
    Jess Female/51/5'3

    www.jdudley.blog.com blog site

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    Wow Jess you have summed up the reasons I am back with the confidence that this time it's gonna stick.
    ~Susan~
    HW 216
    5'7"/female
    Start February 17, 2005
    Rerererestart September 24th, 2007 at 197
    Low weight for reference 170.6
    Current weight 153 or thereabouts


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    • #3
      Re: Blown Away!

      Great post, Jess! Thanks for your words this morning.
      ~Joy

      Start 1/2/06 Goal 6/11/07 restart 1/2/09
      268.5/196/185
      QUIT SMOKING JULY 23, 2006 while on Atkins


      Just when you think you've eaten enough vegetables...EAT SOME MORE!
      http://www.fitday.com/WebFit/PublicJournals.html?Owner=ride2joy

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      • #4
        Re: Blown Away!

        Jess - you're awesome





        5'0/35/Mom of three boys
        SW 133
        CW 104 - GOAL!
        GW 105-110

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        • #5
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          Hi Jess, thanks for sharing! That's what makes this bulletin board so important. I need to know that I'm not a failure or weak. By reading posts like yours it reminds me that I'm only human and that's okay. We all are.

          You are such an inspiration to me. Like most people who are inspirations to others, you probably don't feel like one, or like you should be one, but that doesn't make it any less true.

          Thanks for being you!
          Highest weight when I found Atkins in 2002: 225
          RS: 195 / CW: 173
          GL1: 179 ~ met Nov. 5, 2008
          GL2: 175 ~ met Jan 22, 2009
          GL3: 169 ~ met Jun 1, 2009
          GW: 145 (with lots of muscle!)

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          • #6
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            Awesome post, Jess! I appreciate your words of "what works". Very to the point and a great reminder to stick, return to what works.
            ~Lisa~
            F, 37, 5' 7", Medium Frame
            I've been to the edge of 240something and I ain't going back!
            CW: 188
            GW: 165
            1st Goal: 180
            2nd Goal: 175
            3rd Goal: 170
            Final Goal: 165
            "You get what you put into it..."

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            • #7
              Re: Blown Away!

              Thanks jess, It all rings true but I especially liked the last part about not feeling like working out and getting out for a joyride. I am a walker (4-4.5 mph for min 5 miles a day) and lots of mornings dragging myself out of bed is hard, but if I can get myself out "just for a pre-breakfast stroll" I often find myself warming up to a workout and putting in my full mileage. And if it doesn't happen that day, well, I still don't feel like I let myself down with exercise---I did something!

              I think one of the things that set me up for failure in the past was expectations that were a bit too rigid---5 miles a day, 5 days a week. If I had a bad day and didn't feel up to it, then I felt like I had failed and was more likely to start a downward eating and exercising spiral. I only thought in black and white terms, but gray can be a nice shade too! Exercise doesn't have to be a win-lose venture. If you only take a pleasure ride, or stroll that day it is still a win because you moved.

              The kind of thinking you describe turns everything into a positive and that's much more helpful in the long run. This is the first time I am doing this WOE without guilt, a strict timetable, and the win-lose attitude. That doesn't mean I am cheating or not following the WOE. It DOES mean that I am trying to recognize that I won't be on top of my game every single day and if I am not, then I will try to be there tomorrow without worrying about yesterday. Thank you for a great post.
              JILL

              HW 298
              HW (this time) 248
              GOAL ONE 228
              (take 2)
              GOAL TWO 213 (personal goal)
              GOAL THREE 199 ONE-DERLAND
              FINAL GOAL 165

              It's not about the results. Its about the process.

              "I've never come home after a workout and said, MAN, I wish I had NOT exercised today!"



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              • #8
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                Inspiring!
                Elsie150
                Female 44, 5'
                SW241/CW215/GW150
                Never Ending Induction Recipes
                http://www.atkinsdietbulletinboard.c...n-recipes.html

                You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it. ~Maya Angelo~

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                • #9
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                  Jess, your words are very direct, cristal clear and inspiring. When one falls, what really matters is to get up and keep on going. We know the way, so we just need to get back to where we left it. I'm a STACer, but the first time I tried this WOL I didn't even get to end the first 2 weeks of induction because I was preg. So, I didn't have my way clear enough. Now, I am taking note and learning abt what's best for me to achieve my goal.
                  F/38yrs/5'4"

                  Starting date: June 18, 2007

                  Starting weight: 243.76lbs
                  Actual weight: 233.20lbs
                  Weight June 25: 231.88lbs!

                  Short-term weight goal: 221.76lbs by July 18, 2007
                  Second starting date: May 26,2008
                  Starting weight: 260.7lbs :bang:
                  June 2: 256.3lb
                  June 9: 253.22lb

                  Minigoal #1: 250
                  Minigoal #2: 240
                  Minigoal #3: 230
                  Minigoal #4: 220
                  Minigoal #5: 200

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                  • #10
                    Re: Blown Away!

                    Great Job Jess on being at almost 100 miles of bike riding
                    Sandy
                    40th birthday June 27,2009


                    Starting Weight 293 Highest Weight
                    Current Weight 271
                    Goal Weight 150
                    Female/40

                    Mini Goals
                    #1-Get into 260's-
                    #2-Get into 250's-
                    #3-Get into 240's
                    #4-Get into 230's



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                    • #11
                      Re: Blown Away!

                      Thanks everybody. I am deeply stirred by my own constant journey. Inspired often, awakened often and always seeking to make it positive so I stay engaged. I so want to be here in a year. I am also very well aware of my ability to burn out. The attitude of just taking a joy ride really motivated the rest of the day...I did not want to miss that cool wind in my face, and the quietness of the morning....and I am dead on my feet now, but will attempt to "be there" again in the morning, with mileage this time....
                      My journey constantly teaches me, if I am open and honest with myself, and if I stay committed to moving forward...I am so "all or nothing" and yet I am seeking that middle ground so I am still here.
                      74 8/1/06
                      SW225/CW142/GW135 83lbs GONE!
                      2 YEARS and 9MONTHS!!! I've been here
                      Jess Female/51/5'3

                      www.jdudley.blog.com blog site

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                      • #12
                        Re: Blown Away!

                        Hi Jess, it seems like you have learned a lot about yourself on this journey and that is good !! I think it is very important you remembered what worked and returned to that behavior.
                        The fact that you saw yourself falling away from what made you feel so good and made yourself do what works to get back to it shows your strength. You should be very proud. Many of us fall off, but many never try again. You are an awesome inspiration !!!
                        Stephie
                        Stephie

                        242 /start weight/ currently 231
                        first goal
                        219 , that will be very exciting !!

                        We have a tendency to overestimate what others can do and underestimate ourselves !! author unknown
                        Not anymore !!!

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                        • #13
                          Re: Blown Away!

                          Yep, I have been here and done this more than I wish, but for almost 2 years now I've been able to sustain long periods of clean low carbing and great exercise. It's true that I've then allowed certain foods in, but then I do find I can't control those things very well. Once the bloodsugar symptoms come along, I am defeated until I pull out of the spin. As all of us know, pulling out of that spin is really hard focused work....because we are so drawn or addicted to certain foods and thus lies the crux of the whole deal.
                          I've said all along both exercise and eating right make a huge difference in my daily life. I have also said I usually can make one of them happen and then the other follows along...when they are both working things are usually great. It's been over a year since I have felt this good. This time last year I had just lost my Mother and I was so loss in grief and acutally loosing weight, by no effort of my own. Now I am trying to get back to the 'feeling I had 18 mos ago. I want that and I am willing to pay for it.
                          74 8/1/06
                          SW225/CW142/GW135 83lbs GONE!
                          2 YEARS and 9MONTHS!!! I've been here
                          Jess Female/51/5'3

                          www.jdudley.blog.com blog site

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                          • #14
                            Re: Blown Away!

                            You said it all. That's how I feel this time around too! I felt such a sense of well being and accomplishment. Then let it slip away and still don't know why. But I am back with a vengeance this time.
                            JILL

                            HW 298
                            HW (this time) 248
                            GOAL ONE 228
                            (take 2)
                            GOAL TWO 213 (personal goal)
                            GOAL THREE 199 ONE-DERLAND
                            FINAL GOAL 165

                            It's not about the results. Its about the process.

                            "I've never come home after a workout and said, MAN, I wish I had NOT exercised today!"



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                            • #15
                              Re: Blown Away!

                              Originally posted by Outback Jess View Post
                              Yep, I have been here and done this more than I wish, but for almost 2 years now I've been able to sustain long periods of clean low carbing and great exercise. It's true that I've then allowed certain foods in, but then I do find I can't control those things very well. Once the bloodsugar symptoms come along, I am defeated until I pull out of the spin. As all of us know, pulling out of that spin is really hard focused work....because we are so drawn or addicted to certain foods and thus lies the crux of the whole deal.
                              I've said all along both exercise and eating right make a huge difference in my daily life. I have also said I usually can make one of them happen and then the other follows along...when they are both working things are usually great. It's been over a year since I have felt this good. This time last year I had just lost my Mother and I was so loss in grief and acutally loosing weight, by no effort of my own. Now I am trying to get back to the 'feeling I had 18 mos ago. I want that and I am willing to pay for it.
                              Jess, I can relate to this sooo well..I lost my mother in 1999 and it was devasting..I never knew how much of a role she played in my everyday life..All I can say is things do get better, you will have your moments to mourn and thats normal..I still mourn and cry on those special days/holidays etc. But the great thing is that you have recognized and are being pro-active in your efforts...

                              Sending you much love and support .
                              Delia
                              "PUSH PAST THE PAIN"
                              http://www.atkinsdietbulletinboard.com/forums/journal-chats/58268-pushing-past-pain.html

                              First Goal:
                              190 - June 22nd

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