I've been back for almost a month and dealing with the fact that I'm here, in Atkinsland, for the long haul. The really long haul, as in "the rest of my life" not "until I've lost X number of pounds."
I don't know what I was thinking the first time. I was just so excited by how fast I was losing weight but I don't think I internalized that I cannot eat carbs the way some people do, that essentially I have to consider carbs as though I'm a diabetic. Sugar can never be part of my life really ever again because I can't go on living the way I have been.
Things have been going pretty well, despite real life having more than its share of bumps for the last four weeks. I've lost 15 pounds and I feel great about it. The knowledge I need to be successful doing this for the rest of my life seems to be sticking a lot better than three years ago.
I don't know what I was thinking the first time. I was just so excited by how fast I was losing weight but I don't think I internalized that I cannot eat carbs the way some people do, that essentially I have to consider carbs as though I'm a diabetic. Sugar can never be part of my life really ever again because I can't go on living the way I have been.
Things have been going pretty well, despite real life having more than its share of bumps for the last four weeks. I've lost 15 pounds and I feel great about it. The knowledge I need to be successful doing this for the rest of my life seems to be sticking a lot better than three years ago.



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