I'm climbing back in to the wagon , Again.

[Dimple_Flirt]

I swear I feel like a human YO-YO.I did sooo good this spring and went from 290 down to 240 pounds then hit the wall in a big way and sprung back up to 282pounds. Its a disappointment in regards to how my body and clothes feel but I've had a lot of AH-HA moments this yr. This year I found our that I'm a co-dependent personality,and have social anxiety issues and anxiety attacks.Food is my drug of choice to avoid things around me to avoid the hurt...I fell off Atkins due to the increasing food cost and climbing debt. I ended up selling one of my beloved horses,gave away some of our other pets to cut cost.Honestly I feel better now not having so much to take care of around here.My anxiety is still high and will be till I have a safety cushion of money in the bank but I feel as though I'm on the right track. At least I know now what my issues are and I'm willing to face them with out any pharmasudical help. Being over weight is by no means a calorie burning issue for me its all mental, I have to figure out why I'm afraid to be slim.

[Zarabelle]

Re: I'm climbing back in to the wagon , Again.

Welcome back. You can do it!
I too lost a lot at the beginning of this year and put it all back on plus 2 pounds :-(
Zx

[DLS]

Re: I'm climbing back in to the wagon , Again.

Welcome. I hope you find all the help you need on these boards. The folks here are very helpful!
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