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*Sigh* Let's try again, again.
I started this diet back December of last year and was doing great. Everything was going well and there was no sign of stopping. I lost almost fifty pounds in about f and 1/2 months and was thinner than I had been in years.
Then I got 3 herniated disks. It hurt to stand for any amount of time and I could not cook and prepare food. I ended up going off of the diet for the simple reason that I could not physically prepare my food.
Then stress related eating started as I turned to comfort foods. Add five pounds.
Then they started me on steroids. Add ten pounds.
Then I started eating because I was bored after weeks in the house without being able to do anything but sit in a chair. Add some more weight.
Then I finally started drinking pop because I would be so tired from staying up all night in pain I "needed" it for energy. Add lots more weight.
Another round of steroids breaks the leveling out I experienced for a decent amount of time, and started the gaining again.
Now here I am, after four months on the diet, then four months off, and I am back to almost what I weighed when I started.
Started at 365 dropped to 320 and now weigh 360. I feel like crap, I look terrible, and I am so frustrated with myself.
I have tried to shed some weight, but with almost no physical activity, it's impossible.
I need to go back on my diet. I am now well enough to be able to cook and prepare my low carb foods, so I am going to go back on it.
We are going on Vacation next week, and I know I will not be able to stick to induction then so I am going to go on it when we get home. Wish me luck. I need it.
I'll be stopping by for support. This board was a big help last time around.
Then I got 3 herniated disks. It hurt to stand for any amount of time and I could not cook and prepare food. I ended up going off of the diet for the simple reason that I could not physically prepare my food.
Then stress related eating started as I turned to comfort foods. Add five pounds.
Then they started me on steroids. Add ten pounds.
Then I started eating because I was bored after weeks in the house without being able to do anything but sit in a chair. Add some more weight.
Then I finally started drinking pop because I would be so tired from staying up all night in pain I "needed" it for energy. Add lots more weight.
Another round of steroids breaks the leveling out I experienced for a decent amount of time, and started the gaining again.
Now here I am, after four months on the diet, then four months off, and I am back to almost what I weighed when I started.
Started at 365 dropped to 320 and now weigh 360. I feel like crap, I look terrible, and I am so frustrated with myself.
I have tried to shed some weight, but with almost no physical activity, it's impossible.
I need to go back on my diet. I am now well enough to be able to cook and prepare my low carb foods, so I am going to go back on it.
We are going on Vacation next week, and I know I will not be able to stick to induction then so I am going to go on it when we get home. Wish me luck. I need it.
I'll be stopping by for support. This board was a big help last time around.
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