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Hi everyone, I'm back on ADBB in the Second Time Around Club and following the Atkins way of life for the third time.
First, some of you might remember me. I was Babs65 when I started. Then for a short while, I thought barbielowcarbie was a better name. What was I thinking, It's too long, LOL, so now my user name is just plain Babs.
Secondly, my bad news...I've gained it all back and probably then some.
I have had many attempts and did not get it together 100 percent. I would lose a few pounds and go right back to eating my old way. Well, I know what to do, and I have now been giving that 100 percent. September 10, I weighed 280.2. Today I weigh 262.0. I am please with my start.
This past year, I would go to the doctor and when they weighed me I felt awful. I was up to 283 on their scales (shoes, clothes, and after lunch). When I got down to 279 there, I was secretly pleased a little, but I knew that was not good enough. How could I be excited over that? I knew was still well over 100 pounds over weight.
Although I have always known it is unhealthy for me to have this much weight on, I feel if I do not get it off and keep it off now, it will be "too late" for some reason or another. I am 51 years old, and know I'm at the age where more can go wrong.
I care about myself and love my husband, and I want to show I have made an honest attempt to do what I can to be healthy as possible. When I hear myself say, "I am trying, I'm trying..." it sounds so lame because if I was really trying, I would not have all this weight to lose now. Trying doesn't cut it for me. I let stress get in the way. I can't make any more excuses like that. It's time for me to just do it. I am in control of what I eat, and I have a wonderful plan of action-- Atkins. I'm not saying there will not be meals with family or friends (weddings, funerals, Christmas, an occasional stumble, etc.), but I have to know that the next meal or day has to be strict Atkins again. I have to take control.
Most importantly, I hope you all are doing well and are happy with what they are doing. I can't wait to post and read how you all are doing every day.
:P.S. So sorry for the long post.
Barbie
First, some of you might remember me. I was Babs65 when I started. Then for a short while, I thought barbielowcarbie was a better name. What was I thinking, It's too long, LOL, so now my user name is just plain Babs.
Secondly, my bad news...I've gained it all back and probably then some.
I have had many attempts and did not get it together 100 percent. I would lose a few pounds and go right back to eating my old way. Well, I know what to do, and I have now been giving that 100 percent. September 10, I weighed 280.2. Today I weigh 262.0. I am please with my start.
This past year, I would go to the doctor and when they weighed me I felt awful. I was up to 283 on their scales (shoes, clothes, and after lunch). When I got down to 279 there, I was secretly pleased a little, but I knew that was not good enough. How could I be excited over that? I knew was still well over 100 pounds over weight.
Although I have always known it is unhealthy for me to have this much weight on, I feel if I do not get it off and keep it off now, it will be "too late" for some reason or another. I am 51 years old, and know I'm at the age where more can go wrong.
I care about myself and love my husband, and I want to show I have made an honest attempt to do what I can to be healthy as possible. When I hear myself say, "I am trying, I'm trying..." it sounds so lame because if I was really trying, I would not have all this weight to lose now. Trying doesn't cut it for me. I let stress get in the way. I can't make any more excuses like that. It's time for me to just do it. I am in control of what I eat, and I have a wonderful plan of action-- Atkins. I'm not saying there will not be meals with family or friends (weddings, funerals, Christmas, an occasional stumble, etc.), but I have to know that the next meal or day has to be strict Atkins again. I have to take control.
Most importantly, I hope you all are doing well and are happy with what they are doing. I can't wait to post and read how you all are doing every day.
:P.S. So sorry for the long post.
Barbie
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