Hi guys...
The last month has been pretty difficult.. I've sold my business, had a death in the family and had people pulling at me from all sides for about the last two months.. I was doing well at stopping in here every day and drawing strength from everyone. But the last week I've had a very hard time.. I was already in a stall that had lasted about 3 weeks.. I know I was at a weight that I've held for long periods of time in the past so I expected a stall.. But I didn't expect my Aunt to die or to have to take over my parents businesses while they went back to the funeral. I didn't expect the pressure of truing to close out my business and pick up theirs.. I didn't expect that I wouldn't have time to eat let alone bath or sleep... But mostly I didn't expect to slowly side off of Atkins in the last two days... I've had a glass of wine, some fries an burger and some onion rings.. I cold kick myself...!
Why did I do it???
I had just started to see some downward movement... My stall was breaking and I blew it..
Anyhow.. I told myself I wasn't coming back until I was back on track... But then I reconsidered and decided that this board could be the tool to get me back on track rather than the reward for doing it...
So my pledge, right here and now is that the slip is over. I'm going back to induction to get my body back to where it needs to be.
My only question is should I do one week of induction or two?
Thanks for listening.. I know we all do it, but dang, I've got to find a better coping mechanism for stress than food. My only shining light in all of this is that I only spent two days wallowing in my frustration instead of months.. So I guess I can see that as a step in the right direction.. Can't I?
The last month has been pretty difficult.. I've sold my business, had a death in the family and had people pulling at me from all sides for about the last two months.. I was doing well at stopping in here every day and drawing strength from everyone. But the last week I've had a very hard time.. I was already in a stall that had lasted about 3 weeks.. I know I was at a weight that I've held for long periods of time in the past so I expected a stall.. But I didn't expect my Aunt to die or to have to take over my parents businesses while they went back to the funeral. I didn't expect the pressure of truing to close out my business and pick up theirs.. I didn't expect that I wouldn't have time to eat let alone bath or sleep... But mostly I didn't expect to slowly side off of Atkins in the last two days... I've had a glass of wine, some fries an burger and some onion rings.. I cold kick myself...!
Why did I do it???
I had just started to see some downward movement... My stall was breaking and I blew it..
Anyhow.. I told myself I wasn't coming back until I was back on track... But then I reconsidered and decided that this board could be the tool to get me back on track rather than the reward for doing it...
So my pledge, right here and now is that the slip is over. I'm going back to induction to get my body back to where it needs to be.
My only question is should I do one week of induction or two?
Thanks for listening.. I know we all do it, but dang, I've got to find a better coping mechanism for stress than food. My only shining light in all of this is that I only spent two days wallowing in my frustration instead of months.. So I guess I can see that as a step in the right direction.. Can't I?







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