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Man the carbs are REALLY calling me today. 
I find myself day dreaming about French fries and pizza but I’ve been good. I don’t have a head ache YET today though I’m sure it’s coming later this afternoon. I’m taking this one day at a time, that’s the best I can do right now. I doubt myself more today that I will succeed but talking about it helps. I’ve been reading the board and talking with my co-worker (who’s very supportive) and the more I talk about it the better I am but I know folks are probably getting sick of hearing me whine so I hope the cravings STOP and SOON.
My husband, who weighs 303 lbs, has started to slowly come around and start doing this with me. His brother teases him about his weight all the time and yesterday my husband got in the mail an advertisement for “fat man jeans” that go up to size 58 from his brother. Nice huh? There was no note inside the envelope, just an ad for plus size clothing. He’ll say it’s a joke but to a fat person, it’s NOT FUNNY. Thank God he lives in another state! And when he calls my husband on his cell phone and can tell my husband is driving … he’ll ask “where ya headed, McDonalds or Burger King?”
Someone once said that fat people wear their problems on the outside and the whole world can see them, that’s why they’re an easy target. Obviously there’s a problem, you can clearly see it just by looking at the person! As unfortunate as it is, it’s the truth but it doesn’t mean skinny people are PROBLEM FREE!
I’m sorry I’m so depressing sounding today y’all, this is just the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Admit that I have a BIG problem and commit myself to changing the way I look/feel. I have to do it this time, I HAVE TO. If I don’t, I can totally see myself house bound in a couple years just from depression.
I’m still trucking along though, it’s day three, yippee!
I find myself day dreaming about French fries and pizza but I’ve been good. I don’t have a head ache YET today though I’m sure it’s coming later this afternoon. I’m taking this one day at a time, that’s the best I can do right now. I doubt myself more today that I will succeed but talking about it helps. I’ve been reading the board and talking with my co-worker (who’s very supportive) and the more I talk about it the better I am but I know folks are probably getting sick of hearing me whine so I hope the cravings STOP and SOON.My husband, who weighs 303 lbs, has started to slowly come around and start doing this with me. His brother teases him about his weight all the time and yesterday my husband got in the mail an advertisement for “fat man jeans” that go up to size 58 from his brother. Nice huh? There was no note inside the envelope, just an ad for plus size clothing. He’ll say it’s a joke but to a fat person, it’s NOT FUNNY. Thank God he lives in another state! And when he calls my husband on his cell phone and can tell my husband is driving … he’ll ask “where ya headed, McDonalds or Burger King?”
Someone once said that fat people wear their problems on the outside and the whole world can see them, that’s why they’re an easy target. Obviously there’s a problem, you can clearly see it just by looking at the person! As unfortunate as it is, it’s the truth but it doesn’t mean skinny people are PROBLEM FREE!
I’m sorry I’m so depressing sounding today y’all, this is just the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
Admit that I have a BIG problem and commit myself to changing the way I look/feel. I have to do it this time, I HAVE TO. If I don’t, I can totally see myself house bound in a couple years just from depression. I’m still trucking along though, it’s day three, yippee!
I'm on day three myself!! I already have the headache starting too. Hang in there. We can do this!!! 
I know we can!! Just another couple of days and the worst will be over. We will feel infinitely better!! Clear headed and better moods. It WILL get easier!!! 
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