Well I used to be a frequent flyer here, until my computer was hijacked, than after it was fixed my family and I packed up the car and our lives to move across the US... Weve gotten settled, mostly, and I think its time for to face the facts I fell off the diet durring my time of stress and am having the WORST time trying to get back on track!
I did atkins for 6 full mths with out a single cheat... than I started cheating here and there... and than I just wasn't on the diet at all anymore... so here I am 15 lbs gained from my weight loss adventure, and ready to get going again.
For the last week I have woken every morning with the intent to start today than by the end of the day I come up with some lame excuse as to why I should just start tomorow..
I don't know why this is so hard for me this time around, when I started the diet before it was SOOO easy.. I woke up one morning and decided this was the day and I was ready... I didn't even miss the carbs... so why is it so hard for me now?
So I sat down and wrote a list of why I NEED to start again.. my eating disorder is fully active again, when *I was on atkins before it seemed to just disapear... I feel horrible all the time, where as while on atkins I felt great physicaly and mentaly....
Im deffinatly falling into old feelings and habbits, so today IS the day... I will start and I hope that writting in adbb daily will help with my support... wish me luck.. Im going to need it!
Natalee
if you hadn't noticed I haven't changed my siggy yet... needless to say Im not at that weight anymore! blah.... :no
I did atkins for 6 full mths with out a single cheat... than I started cheating here and there... and than I just wasn't on the diet at all anymore... so here I am 15 lbs gained from my weight loss adventure, and ready to get going again.
For the last week I have woken every morning with the intent to start today than by the end of the day I come up with some lame excuse as to why I should just start tomorow..
I don't know why this is so hard for me this time around, when I started the diet before it was SOOO easy.. I woke up one morning and decided this was the day and I was ready... I didn't even miss the carbs... so why is it so hard for me now?
So I sat down and wrote a list of why I NEED to start again.. my eating disorder is fully active again, when *I was on atkins before it seemed to just disapear... I feel horrible all the time, where as while on atkins I felt great physicaly and mentaly....
Im deffinatly falling into old feelings and habbits, so today IS the day... I will start and I hope that writting in adbb daily will help with my support... wish me luck.. Im going to need it!
Natalee
if you hadn't noticed I haven't changed my siggy yet... needless to say Im not at that weight anymore! blah.... :no




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