Well I did something awful yesterday...I ate bad carbs, really bad carbs
Im so disappointed in myself for doing this but at the same time a part of me is kind of glad that I did because I forgot how awful it makes me feel after I eat a bunch of bad carbs. I was in the 12th day of induction when it all came to an end. The last few days prior to my break down I was feeling really weak and yesterday I broke down! After eating I felt soooo sick to my stomach, I definately do not want to feel like that again. So, I dont know what to do now, I guess I kinda screwed myself. Im thankful for the 9 pounds that I have lost already and am really glad my one binge didnt make me gain any weight. I think I will start induction again and do my 14 days and then move on to OWL. I know, I know, I probably wont lose any weight in induction this time around but Im ok with that. I just want to go through the phase again for my own sake, so that I can be proud that I actually went through it without cheating...

Im so disappointed in myself for doing this but at the same time a part of me is kind of glad that I did because I forgot how awful it makes me feel after I eat a bunch of bad carbs. I was in the 12th day of induction when it all came to an end. The last few days prior to my break down I was feeling really weak and yesterday I broke down! After eating I felt soooo sick to my stomach, I definately do not want to feel like that again. So, I dont know what to do now, I guess I kinda screwed myself. Im thankful for the 9 pounds that I have lost already and am really glad my one binge didnt make me gain any weight. I think I will start induction again and do my 14 days and then move on to OWL. I know, I know, I probably wont lose any weight in induction this time around but Im ok with that. I just want to go through the phase again for my own sake, so that I can be proud that I actually went through it without cheating...





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