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Starting over again, I could just cry...
Hello everyone,
Some of the folks who are on here a lot may remember me, then again, maybe not. I could just cry right about now as I have to start all over again...Let me explain.
Years ago, I was doing fine, losing weight...started at 286 lbs and lost down to around 245 and started feeling better...Then I lost it somewhere...My husband worked on the north slope of Alaska, 2 weeks gone, 2 weeks back. I got to where I didn't want to take away from his time here so we went out alot.. to restaurants, drank beer, and traveled on road trips a lot!....At first I was sort of ok, I would go back on plan when he left and lose what I had gained while he was gone...back and forth, back and forth....Then, at the beginning of this year he stopped working on the slope and started working closer to home...both of us were used to eating a certain way when he was here and that never changed...what changed was that I found I wasn't able to do my original woe while he is here. I have gained almost all of my weight back now!!!
I am back to 279.2 lbs as of this morning.
....Now I know I have no choice and no direction left but to do this woe! I have to do this not only for my mental health but for my general health overall. My stomach hurts all of the time and I feel tired and just plain useless! Its going to be tough at first, but I know I can do it as I have done it before...Hubby is just going to have to tough it out whether he likes it or not! 
lol....
I am going to use fitday to help me track my carbs, I have the paid version on my computer. I am a 40 year old college student and start back on August 24th and I am hoping to have the energy to really keep up and actually fit in those stupid chairs eventually. (maybe not that fast huh? rofl) Anyhow, I just wanted to share my stupidity and hope to get some support in here.
(smack me if you need too! rofl) So today, June 9th, I am starting all over! 
Hugs to all who read this!
Some of the folks who are on here a lot may remember me, then again, maybe not. I could just cry right about now as I have to start all over again...Let me explain.
Years ago, I was doing fine, losing weight...started at 286 lbs and lost down to around 245 and started feeling better...Then I lost it somewhere...My husband worked on the north slope of Alaska, 2 weeks gone, 2 weeks back. I got to where I didn't want to take away from his time here so we went out alot.. to restaurants, drank beer, and traveled on road trips a lot!....At first I was sort of ok, I would go back on plan when he left and lose what I had gained while he was gone...back and forth, back and forth....Then, at the beginning of this year he stopped working on the slope and started working closer to home...both of us were used to eating a certain way when he was here and that never changed...what changed was that I found I wasn't able to do my original woe while he is here. I have gained almost all of my weight back now!!!
I am back to 279.2 lbs as of this morning.....Now I know I have no choice and no direction left but to do this woe! I have to do this not only for my mental health but for my general health overall. My stomach hurts all of the time and I feel tired and just plain useless! Its going to be tough at first, but I know I can do it as I have done it before...Hubby is just going to have to tough it out whether he likes it or not! lol....I am going to use fitday to help me track my carbs, I have the paid version on my computer. I am a 40 year old college student and start back on August 24th and I am hoping to have the energy to really keep up and actually fit in those stupid chairs eventually. (maybe not that fast huh? rofl) Anyhow, I just wanted to share my stupidity and hope to get some support in here.
(smack me if you need too! rofl) So today, June 9th, I am starting all over! Hugs to all who read this!
I fell off the wagon about a year ago and I gained 50 pounds back...the 40 I lost and 10 more =/ It's not going to be easy, but you and I both know it's going to be SO worth it!! You can do this, and before you know it...your before and afters will be displayed proudly in the Gallery 
I am almost in tears here! I am usually good while he is at work, and by the time he gets home its like I am jealous that he can eat whatever he wants and I want to have fun with him too...so I end up messing it up!
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